Sorry...
Sorry, I've just been envious recently and I know I shouldn't be. I should be content with the truck I have, but since I'm weak I give in and want. I need to stop. It's just that I recently realized that Chevy came out with a midsize pickup that really appeals to me. 2.8l inline 4 cyl. 4x4 Z71 extended cab Chevy Colorado but my fave color is "Superior Blue Metallic", the orange color is ugly but that was the best position to photograph a truck.
Anyways, how's everybody doin? I'm doin ok if you're wondering. I talked to Karl @ Northville Christian Assembly today and it sounds like I've got my second job. We're just waiting for the head pastor to get back so they can officially hire me. I can't wait for that! I'm so excited to actually be making good money again. It'd be even cooler if I wasn't gonna be saving all that money for college cuz then I could so easily afford the truck I want. But its like my dad always says, "Son, want in one hand and piss in the other. See which one fills up faster." Sorry for the vulgar nature of the statement, but in all reality it's true and good advice. Eeew. Well, when I get outta college and have a decent paying job, I'll probly buy the truck I want "used" (which means it'll be cheaper :-D ) and I'll consider it my reward for being the first person in my immediate family to get a college degree. One day. In the meantime I'm really gonna try to be content. I'm more than blessed and I know it.
So yeah class today was soo friggin easy. All I had was calculus. Work was easy. All I did was throw salt at people...I mean on the sidewalks and shovel snow. Lessee, and the list of people I saw @ work that I knew and liked today was as follows in order: Melissa, Carrie, Mike, that cool black girl from my psych class, and thats it actually. I dunno why I just wrote that, but it made me feel good so don't question it! MWA HA HA HA.
I really need to figure this out...
Does it seem bad on my part that Dawn always want to spend time with me, but it's not always the same with me? It's not that I didn't wanna hang out with her tonight. It's just that I thought about that after she left my house tonight. I feel so bad about it, like I'm doing her a disservice for not feeling the same as her. Sometimes I just don't feel like I'm good for her because she deserves someone who feels for her the way she feels for me. I mean lets face it, I honestly think she has much deeper feelings for me than I've developed for her. :'(
::SIGH:: Holy crap...
Kenny<>
Anyways, how's everybody doin? I'm doin ok if you're wondering. I talked to Karl @ Northville Christian Assembly today and it sounds like I've got my second job. We're just waiting for the head pastor to get back so they can officially hire me. I can't wait for that! I'm so excited to actually be making good money again. It'd be even cooler if I wasn't gonna be saving all that money for college cuz then I could so easily afford the truck I want. But its like my dad always says, "Son, want in one hand and piss in the other. See which one fills up faster." Sorry for the vulgar nature of the statement, but in all reality it's true and good advice. Eeew. Well, when I get outta college and have a decent paying job, I'll probly buy the truck I want "used" (which means it'll be cheaper :-D ) and I'll consider it my reward for being the first person in my immediate family to get a college degree. One day. In the meantime I'm really gonna try to be content. I'm more than blessed and I know it.
So yeah class today was soo friggin easy. All I had was calculus. Work was easy. All I did was throw salt at people...I mean on the sidewalks and shovel snow. Lessee, and the list of people I saw @ work that I knew and liked today was as follows in order: Melissa, Carrie, Mike, that cool black girl from my psych class, and thats it actually. I dunno why I just wrote that, but it made me feel good so don't question it! MWA HA HA HA.
I really need to figure this out...
Does it seem bad on my part that Dawn always want to spend time with me, but it's not always the same with me? It's not that I didn't wanna hang out with her tonight. It's just that I thought about that after she left my house tonight. I feel so bad about it, like I'm doing her a disservice for not feeling the same as her. Sometimes I just don't feel like I'm good for her because she deserves someone who feels for her the way she feels for me. I mean lets face it, I honestly think she has much deeper feelings for me than I've developed for her. :'(
::SIGH:: Holy crap...
Kenny<>