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I've just had this thought and I had to write it down before I forget it:
I want to be with someone. I want someone to be with. But I don't want to settle for someone who isn't happy with themselves. I can't be with someone who isn't happy. Not like the happiness that no one has, but I can't be with someone who can't find anything to be happy about. I was in that stage already. I dont' want to go back. I dont want to feel sorry for someone. I dont want to spend a whole relationship feeling sorry for someone. I can't do it. I saw what it did to people I was with when I was like that. It's not fair. I'm so happy with my life right now someone like that would just drag me down. The way I look at things there is always something to be happy about. I don't even want to be around someone like that, much less in a relationship. I hope you understand. I don't want to hurt you anymore then I already have.
on a side note:
Tonight: my dad is coming up to visit and take me to Mitchell's Fish Market, yummy. and expensive.
Tomorrow: work, wesley's grad party, and the Don Henley and Stevie Nicks concert
Sunday: Ohio for Father's day
Monday: Cedar Point??
I want to be with someone. I want someone to be with. But I don't want to settle for someone who isn't happy with themselves. I can't be with someone who isn't happy. Not like the happiness that no one has, but I can't be with someone who can't find anything to be happy about. I was in that stage already. I dont' want to go back. I dont want to feel sorry for someone. I dont want to spend a whole relationship feeling sorry for someone. I can't do it. I saw what it did to people I was with when I was like that. It's not fair. I'm so happy with my life right now someone like that would just drag me down. The way I look at things there is always something to be happy about. I don't even want to be around someone like that, much less in a relationship. I hope you understand. I don't want to hurt you anymore then I already have.
on a side note:
Tonight: my dad is coming up to visit and take me to Mitchell's Fish Market, yummy. and expensive.
Tomorrow: work, wesley's grad party, and the Don Henley and Stevie Nicks concert
Sunday: Ohio for Father's day
Monday: Cedar Point??