well fuck it all...

[joyles_division]

i am currently sick very fuckin sick
have no money to pay my fucking cell phone bill (thanks mom ya bitch)
am confused as fuck and very depressed
possibly border line suicidal (heres hoping i do it and die this time)
have no clue as to what i should do next...

that is me summed up today last night went from being a good happy time to everything getting flipped upside down and fucked up well thats it.....