dont let the bastards grind you down
well this morning from 4am-6am i was very happy and more happy then i think i even was before my depression but of course things have to fuck up some how. i wake up around 10am was supposed to be at work at 9 didnt get there till 10:30 when i wake up my hat which i love to death is MIA my cell phoen is broken my alarm clock is broken and my ciagrettes are MIA not to mention the dog shat on my floor agin so my day has being trying to suck major ass but i wont let it i just keep rembering how happy i was early this morning and that seems to make everything good plus patrick called me today and steven and both seem to want to hang out pretty bad so that will be soemthing to look forward to and i get a new cell phoen tomorrow troy gave me money to buy it hes fuckin cool as hell. well i belive i am off to stevens house tonite my dear friend is talking to me agin but who knows for how long maybe i will see them tonite maybe not who knows i can only hope to see them soon. well will probly be a boring nite at stevens i hope he has drugs he was going to get money before i came but who knows he probly wont even be home when i get there hahaha as usual. but i dont think one thing could ruine this day for me(dancing around singing nightmare before chirstmas songs)