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I'm constantly thinking of all the things I would like to tell you about. If we could sit on a swing and just talk, I would tell you my dreams and my stories and my hurts and what I believe about life.
I have mixed feelings about this relationship. I haven't seen this guy in over two weeks. He hasn't called, no messages, nothing. He's just a friend, but friends call each other. Friends care. I really don't think he cares anymore. And that hurts. Some might say that the situation goes both ways and /I haven't called him either. I won't even waste the space trying to explain everything to you, except to say that I'm justified here and you'll just have to trust me. Basically, I made some mistakes emotionally which have created a relationship that just isn't building me up, spiritually or emotionally. And it's taken my friends' advice and speaking the truth in love to show me that. Now that I finally see, I'm not sure how I feel about seeing him again. Lord, guard my heart. Forgive me for the fool I've been. And if I need to lay this friendship at Your feet, help me.
Yesterday was a beautiful day. I took a walk with my dog. I love being outside.
I have mixed feelings about this relationship. I haven't seen this guy in over two weeks. He hasn't called, no messages, nothing. He's just a friend, but friends call each other. Friends care. I really don't think he cares anymore. And that hurts. Some might say that the situation goes both ways and /I haven't called him either. I won't even waste the space trying to explain everything to you, except to say that I'm justified here and you'll just have to trust me. Basically, I made some mistakes emotionally which have created a relationship that just isn't building me up, spiritually or emotionally. And it's taken my friends' advice and speaking the truth in love to show me that. Now that I finally see, I'm not sure how I feel about seeing him again. Lord, guard my heart. Forgive me for the fool I've been. And if I need to lay this friendship at Your feet, help me.
Yesterday was a beautiful day. I took a walk with my dog. I love being outside.