pst....im suck a dumbass
well boom boom and matt just left. im back to being depressed whats new? i feel like im hated. i feel ugly, i know im ugly. oh well whatever its no big deal i went 14 1/2 years with out a boyfriend, why not go another 60 or so, i asked matt to stay with me cus i dont think boom boom wanted to be at my house any more and aparently nether did matt... w/e i can just watch tv or something no big deal, i just wish for once i was beutiful, that i had a personality like boom booms, cus i dont know how to act around people i guesse, w/e. i just want to disapear. not die but not live any more, just like go into an eternal sleep and just fream for the rest of my life. what i want more is to no be unwanted v_v. what ever all that matter as that matt and boom boom had fun together.