verse one, verse one...
I remember when just a-wishin' and hopin' all day was enough. I wish you'd get your cute butt online and talk to me, it's been ages, I wish your girlfriend was ugly and mean and not a fellow natural blonde, it's insulting, I wish I was super rich so I could get that van and the paint job to kidnap you like we planned, I wish gothika was still in theaters, and Norman Rockwell was still alive, and that I knew how to play chess, you say it's a great game. I wish i was good at video games, or actually played them for that matter, I wish you didn't end up being busy on our cute day, and that you caught the signs, or I wish I was brave (-er). I wish I did'nt act lame around you, I wish I was just a bit older. I wish I wasn't invisible, and that I had a cell phone like yours because it's cool and fancy and mine sucks. I wish i'd see you outside of a sweater, haha. I wish we were born in...ahh you get it.
I hope you meant the nice things you said, I hope you "come to your senses", I hope I have more faith than everyone else, I hope I'm patient and I work my magic again, I hope you like the book and I remember to discuss that movie with you, and that no one notices I like this song because we named your car....haha. I hope everything work's out, it seems so impossible, but "as far as I can tell, you're worth it."
I hope one day you wish for me
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Oh, shut up Joy.
sincere love,
-loser
and oh yeah, I fuckin' miss Jessica