I can't write porn anymore. D:
It seems like I post the least often when I have the most free time, for some reason. I've been enjoying the absolute freedom of June. Lots of lunches out with friends, free reading, endless websurfing, and prepping for next month's Asia tour. My mood has still been really up and down, but today was amazing -- I took vitamins in the morning and I was happy all day long. This is kind of a big deal. I'd feel like a fool if this whole long depression was really just a vitamin deficiency. The idea of going to grad school actually didn't sound so bad anymore when I broke it into three two-year chunks: two years of classes, two of teaching and research, and two of writing. And academia sounds so much more appealing when I think about things like dress codes and cubicles at most office jobs.
On the other hand, my powers of smut seems to have deserted me. For about a month, I've had the entirety of Fresh Ink Chapter 6 finished, except the lemon. I just can't write it. It's just because my ByaRen muse seems to have deserted me; I can bring it back at anytime with a good fic from
gogochan or anyone else in the lovely
bya_ren comm. No, the problem is that I can't write smut anymore. I really can't write it. I don't know why. I tried warming up by using some other pairings to get the juices flowing, and I just can't. I can write plot. But not porn. ;______;
Has that ever happened to you, flist writers? I just suddenly lost the ability and the interest in writing smut. NOT, mind you, in reading it. Still very much game for that. ;)
And mark your calendars for SEXY DAY on JUNE 9, this Saturday. On this day, two of my favorite hotties, Johnny Depp and Uchiha Itachi, were born. I'll probably forget. And I will have to write or draw something in honor of it. Hm... Itachi as a pirate? Or Johnny as a ninja? Jack Sparrow as a ninja, perhaps? Perhaps, the two of them smexing fighting? This is going to take some thought.
In other boys-in-eyeliner news, Gerard Way (of MCR, whom I shamelessly adore) is purportedly engaged now. To a girl, I presume. And a million teenage girls and slash fans cried out in despair.
Also, I was totally thrown for a loop by the end of Naruto 356. Not my ideal choice of plot twists, but what a great image! XD Also, Karin's hair is NEON RED? DO NOT WANT. Renji and Gaara can get away with that. Karin cannot. D:
On the other hand, my powers of smut seems to have deserted me. For about a month, I've had the entirety of Fresh Ink Chapter 6 finished, except the lemon. I just can't write it. It's just because my ByaRen muse seems to have deserted me; I can bring it back at anytime with a good fic from
gogochan or anyone else in the lovely
bya_ren comm. No, the problem is that I can't write smut anymore. I really can't write it. I don't know why. I tried warming up by using some other pairings to get the juices flowing, and I just can't. I can write plot. But not porn. ;______;
Has that ever happened to you, flist writers? I just suddenly lost the ability and the interest in writing smut. NOT, mind you, in reading it. Still very much game for that. ;)
And mark your calendars for SEXY DAY on JUNE 9, this Saturday. On this day, two of my favorite hotties, Johnny Depp and Uchiha Itachi, were born. I'll probably forget. And I will have to write or draw something in honor of it. Hm... Itachi as a pirate? Or Johnny as a ninja? Jack Sparrow as a ninja, perhaps? Perhaps, the two of them smexing fighting? This is going to take some thought.
In other boys-in-eyeliner news, Gerard Way (of MCR, whom I shamelessly adore) is purportedly engaged now. To a girl, I presume. And a million teenage girls and slash fans cried out in despair.
Also, I was totally thrown for a loop by the end of Naruto 356. Not my ideal choice of plot twists, but what a great image! XD Also, Karin's hair is NEON RED? DO NOT WANT. Renji and Gaara can get away with that. Karin cannot. D: