Can't promise anything.
I am thinking about coming back to livejournal where I can type down whatever's on my mind. Something to remember by years from now.
I have found a cute place up in Kennesaw, GA. Its a small two bedroom, one bathroom with a country kitchen and big living room and fenced backyard big enough for Tyler to play in and maybe get a pet. I really hope I will get approved to have that place. I am trying to work on getting back into school. I need to go by my old high school again to get a transcript to turn in to the college and hopefully they will have some classes that suits my schedule in between of Tyler's school hours. That way I can drop him off at his school and go to my school then pick him up after I am done with school.. Oh another thing I liked about that neighborhood is that they have a daycare right up at the corner just less a mile from the house. Please God let me get approved!
So I will have to think up what happened between my last post and now. I moved back into my mom's in October to help my mom trying to keep the house before having it foreclosured ( my mom was out of work for more than 6 months) But few months later my mom decided to give up everything and start a new life. She is just getting tired of living in the city where people stopped taking care of their yards, businesses going out, more gangs moving in, etc.
So I got stuck living here, I have went out and looked for apartments, they won't approve me because of the credit report showing that I owe the old apartment I have shared with Nick 2 years ago where we had to move out just two months shy of lease expiring but I had to leave Kroger because they made it very impossible for me to afford or be at work when our gas prices were over five dollars a gallon and they were trying to get rid of full and part timers who have the highest wage I made almost 14 an hour and they were trying to get rid of me. So they won. I still stay in touch with about 20 of my old colleagues and still hear about things going on at Kroger around the divsion where things such like rules, ethics, etc are getting worse and worse. It makes me more than glad that I am no longer with them because knowing me, I would cause more shit around the store and not putting up with assholes in white suit and black tie.
So lately well not lately .. lets see.. ever since I moved back in with my mom, our relationship have been drafting away because the way she handles things between me and Candi, Candi has been trying to get my mom into believing her anything about me. Getting me in trouble. For an example. Candi lost it because I said something pissed her off big time. So on and on. I am thankful for few friends I have in my life, Sandy, Sally, Lindsey, Jaime, and Andie. yeah I only have 5 closest friends in my life right now :-( But hey its cool. I am happy with them. I have had my up and downs with all of them. We know how to get past things quick.
I have enjoyed taking Tyler to Sandy's house for playdates where he can play with few other kids and play with their toys. While I can have little time talking to Sandy the most out of other moms. I have been hanging out with Lindsey alot lately. I will have to talk about my 5 friends someday. Jaime is my whole life best friend since diapers days and still are best friends and I was devasted when she and her daughter Lauren moved to Nebraska. We still keep in touch thru email/facebook/text. Andie is one of my best friends from Kroger and we still talk shit and had few lunches. She is one crazy chick she reminds me of old me in some ways except she is sooo glued to her boyfriend, Andy who is a nice dude. Sally-- umm she is funny, but she has a lot of issues but still a good friend when I needed someone to talk to .. Even I never meet her in real life. I met her through a chatroom and been keeping in touch after we found each others again in Facebook.. She is one nutcase but hey I gotta have one or two in my life.:-) Lindsey..She is something-- She has been there for me through the whole last almost 4 years thick and thin, as I am there for her. She is the one who broke Tyler and my Disney virginity, she took us down to Orlando, Florida for Disney vacation. She is a good person. She is a type of person who wouldnt take anyone's shit or let anyone walk over her. Right now I am more overprotective of her because she has been there for me a lot I would do the same for her and few of my friends I have mentioned. Sandy ..... what can I say about her, we met thru a stupid party thrown by someone who has a brain of a maggot. After that we became best friends and shared 2 different places. WE had done alot of silly and crazy things. She is now a mother of a cute little girl. I have had my up and downs with her more than any of my closest friends I have mentioned. We always get past those.. I got to admit we have been those close of burning our bridges between us but I guess it will never happen for a good reason.. :-)
Nick has been showing some improvements in his father skills with Tyler which is a good news but I am still having Tyler to be under Lindsey's care if something happens to me. I will need to go and meet up with Mrs. Carter, my lawyer to write down a will to have Lindsey as his guardian soon. Its almost 9 o'clock, show ""lost" comes on. Hope I will get motivated again to use this Journal more often.
I am just hoping I will be able to get out of here and start on a new life just for me and Tyler .. maybe have a long good summer journey across the country this coming summer. Wait and see.
I have found a cute place up in Kennesaw, GA. Its a small two bedroom, one bathroom with a country kitchen and big living room and fenced backyard big enough for Tyler to play in and maybe get a pet. I really hope I will get approved to have that place. I am trying to work on getting back into school. I need to go by my old high school again to get a transcript to turn in to the college and hopefully they will have some classes that suits my schedule in between of Tyler's school hours. That way I can drop him off at his school and go to my school then pick him up after I am done with school.. Oh another thing I liked about that neighborhood is that they have a daycare right up at the corner just less a mile from the house. Please God let me get approved!
So I will have to think up what happened between my last post and now. I moved back into my mom's in October to help my mom trying to keep the house before having it foreclosured ( my mom was out of work for more than 6 months) But few months later my mom decided to give up everything and start a new life. She is just getting tired of living in the city where people stopped taking care of their yards, businesses going out, more gangs moving in, etc.
So I got stuck living here, I have went out and looked for apartments, they won't approve me because of the credit report showing that I owe the old apartment I have shared with Nick 2 years ago where we had to move out just two months shy of lease expiring but I had to leave Kroger because they made it very impossible for me to afford or be at work when our gas prices were over five dollars a gallon and they were trying to get rid of full and part timers who have the highest wage I made almost 14 an hour and they were trying to get rid of me. So they won. I still stay in touch with about 20 of my old colleagues and still hear about things going on at Kroger around the divsion where things such like rules, ethics, etc are getting worse and worse. It makes me more than glad that I am no longer with them because knowing me, I would cause more shit around the store and not putting up with assholes in white suit and black tie.
So lately well not lately .. lets see.. ever since I moved back in with my mom, our relationship have been drafting away because the way she handles things between me and Candi, Candi has been trying to get my mom into believing her anything about me. Getting me in trouble. For an example. Candi lost it because I said something pissed her off big time. So on and on. I am thankful for few friends I have in my life, Sandy, Sally, Lindsey, Jaime, and Andie. yeah I only have 5 closest friends in my life right now :-( But hey its cool. I am happy with them. I have had my up and downs with all of them. We know how to get past things quick.
I have enjoyed taking Tyler to Sandy's house for playdates where he can play with few other kids and play with their toys. While I can have little time talking to Sandy the most out of other moms. I have been hanging out with Lindsey alot lately. I will have to talk about my 5 friends someday. Jaime is my whole life best friend since diapers days and still are best friends and I was devasted when she and her daughter Lauren moved to Nebraska. We still keep in touch thru email/facebook/text. Andie is one of my best friends from Kroger and we still talk shit and had few lunches. She is one crazy chick she reminds me of old me in some ways except she is sooo glued to her boyfriend, Andy who is a nice dude. Sally-- umm she is funny, but she has a lot of issues but still a good friend when I needed someone to talk to .. Even I never meet her in real life. I met her through a chatroom and been keeping in touch after we found each others again in Facebook.. She is one nutcase but hey I gotta have one or two in my life.:-) Lindsey..She is something-- She has been there for me through the whole last almost 4 years thick and thin, as I am there for her. She is the one who broke Tyler and my Disney virginity, she took us down to Orlando, Florida for Disney vacation. She is a good person. She is a type of person who wouldnt take anyone's shit or let anyone walk over her. Right now I am more overprotective of her because she has been there for me a lot I would do the same for her and few of my friends I have mentioned. Sandy ..... what can I say about her, we met thru a stupid party thrown by someone who has a brain of a maggot. After that we became best friends and shared 2 different places. WE had done alot of silly and crazy things. She is now a mother of a cute little girl. I have had my up and downs with her more than any of my closest friends I have mentioned. We always get past those.. I got to admit we have been those close of burning our bridges between us but I guess it will never happen for a good reason.. :-)
Nick has been showing some improvements in his father skills with Tyler which is a good news but I am still having Tyler to be under Lindsey's care if something happens to me. I will need to go and meet up with Mrs. Carter, my lawyer to write down a will to have Lindsey as his guardian soon. Its almost 9 o'clock, show ""lost" comes on. Hope I will get motivated again to use this Journal more often.
I am just hoping I will be able to get out of here and start on a new life just for me and Tyler .. maybe have a long good summer journey across the country this coming summer. Wait and see.