February
Just when I had settled into a nice, comfy groove for a couple of weeks or four, consisting mainly of school, I got this funny feeling that I forgot something important, and I can't for the life of me remember what it was. But something is certainly missing, at least.
It could be the combination of nothing big coming up in school, finally seeing Avatar after weeks of trying to find the right time, and Lost and a couple of other things that I was looking forward to finally happening.
Or maybe it was the big thaw that tricked me into thinking that spring might not be so horribly far away anymore right before it got even colder. Brr.
Or maybe it's that my poor whiplashed neck has more or less healed so I'm not waiting for it to get better any more or running off for massage and chiro all the time.
Or maybe it's just that March break isn't until the end of March *glares at NSCC* so any break of any sort is too far away to look forward to quite yet.
Or maybe my normal creative pursuits have been put on the backburner by the February blahs so they aren't taking up as much headspace as they usually do.
It's just that when I get to a point like this, there's usually several somethings which are really big and important that I'm forgetting and it's going to destroy me in a couple of weeks when whatever they are happen or come due. Because welcome to ADD land, that's the way it always happens.
But in the meantime, what belongs in that big mental hole? What's something new that will fit? Because right now, Lost is expanding to fill every available nook and cranny and frankly, I can't handle that much of it.
P.S. and random: I never consciously knew that February had two "r"s in it until about 2 or 3 years ago.
It could be the combination of nothing big coming up in school, finally seeing Avatar after weeks of trying to find the right time, and Lost and a couple of other things that I was looking forward to finally happening.
Or maybe it was the big thaw that tricked me into thinking that spring might not be so horribly far away anymore right before it got even colder. Brr.
Or maybe it's that my poor whiplashed neck has more or less healed so I'm not waiting for it to get better any more or running off for massage and chiro all the time.
Or maybe it's just that March break isn't until the end of March *glares at NSCC* so any break of any sort is too far away to look forward to quite yet.
Or maybe my normal creative pursuits have been put on the backburner by the February blahs so they aren't taking up as much headspace as they usually do.
It's just that when I get to a point like this, there's usually several somethings which are really big and important that I'm forgetting and it's going to destroy me in a couple of weeks when whatever they are happen or come due. Because welcome to ADD land, that's the way it always happens.
But in the meantime, what belongs in that big mental hole? What's something new that will fit? Because right now, Lost is expanding to fill every available nook and cranny and frankly, I can't handle that much of it.
P.S. and random: I never consciously knew that February had two "r"s in it until about 2 or 3 years ago.