Pessimism
*Why does certain news seem to just punch you in the stomach? Even though you think you are over someone... the inevitable still is a surprise. I'm over it because you remind me too much of him. That would not be a good thing. Its ok though. I will get over my childish feelings and we will be friends, I hope.
* Dear boy, I like you... a lot. I see you, and I want to cry because I don't know if you'll ever like me back. I ask God if He is giving me these feelings... but if he is, why do I still feel like you aren't the one? I just want you to be the man God wants for me. Can you do that? We danced last night. It was nice. You aren't that great at it, but you're learning. I want to teach you all of the turns and steps that bring you closer to me. I fear that I'm just going to let my heart be broken again.
Lesson: Don't let your heart hope.
* Dear boy, I like you... a lot. I see you, and I want to cry because I don't know if you'll ever like me back. I ask God if He is giving me these feelings... but if he is, why do I still feel like you aren't the one? I just want you to be the man God wants for me. Can you do that? We danced last night. It was nice. You aren't that great at it, but you're learning. I want to teach you all of the turns and steps that bring you closer to me. I fear that I'm just going to let my heart be broken again.
Lesson: Don't let your heart hope.