couchSleeper
Third or fourth night sleeping on the couch. New Bed successfully installed in my room, but lacks kickass Drew's mattress, plus, soon there will be even More furniture moving. Hello, couch. My furniture may be too big for my room, it's just Odd. Making room for my fiance, in the house of my childhood, and my (new black wood)bed and chest of drawers, might crowd him OUT of the room. And, honestly, the chest of drawers(plus armoire that's coming later)were to give him storage space.... even after purging myself of five garbage bags of clothes, and two grocery bags of shoes, adding a shoerack and a second hanging bar, my clothes fill my closet to Ultimate Capacity. Perhaps there will be a massive switch, and all of My clothes will move into the massive black furniture, and Drew will take possession of the closet. If only I could rearrange the furniture to the point where it doesn't make the room feel small! In my heart, I don't care what I put my clothes in, as long as I can have bookcases EVERYWHERE! At this rate, I won't be able to fit even One bookcase in my room, and that's just Wrong. Better to sleep on the couch, than in a bedroom without bookcases. My back hates the couch. My back hates moving furniture. My brain hates spatial relations, and I don't KNOW how to fit things into space in a room. I need to go through my clothes and books again, and More, so I can make a space, room for Drew, so it can be OUR room, not Mine. I Want the Armoire, and I Want the Chest of Drawers, and I Want to be more organized. But really, I want to know what Drew wants, so I can give it to him. I want to give Drew everything he wants, but I don't know how to make a home, what makes a home? So for now I'm making Space, and sleeping on the couch. ((God, I want a bookcase!)