SPN: Bloodlust Coda

Oct 13, 2006 23:40

You know what's awesome? Being able to hand my computer over to stone_princess and say, "Fix this before I post." Totally, totally awesome. Anyway, pretty much what she said for episode reactions, so here's my coda, because they obviously forgot a scene. Oh, silly silly SPN!

Blodlust Coda

Dean keeps replaying the conversation in his head. Black and white. We're alike. The thing is-- what's bugging Dean is that he knows what's in him. He doesn't want to be like Gordon. He doesn't want that void inside of him to get so big, so out of control that it consumes him.

But he knows it could happen.

So he keeps replaying the whole night in his head, looking for it. The part where he's not like Gordon. The thing that makes him different.

"Dean!"

He glances up as Sam tries to get back into the car.

"Take your damn drink."

"Yeah. Thanks." Dean grabs the Big Gulp from Sam's hand and starts the car. His baby purrs to life like new, and he feels the ghost of a smile.

Sam slams the door and gives him a bratty look.

And there it is. The part Dean always catches on.

You killed your sister?

Because Dean knows deep in his gut that there is nothing in this world or the next that could make him kill Sam. No matter what Sam did, or what he was or what he became. Dean's not sure if that's a good thing, but it's what makes Dean different.

"You okay, man?"

"Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine." Dean puts the car into gear and pulls out of the parking lot. When they get to the intersection, all he has to do is pick a direction and drive.

"Go left," Sam says around a mouthful of potato chips.

Dean considers going right just to be contrary, but he kind of likes having Sam there to tell him which way to go.

spn gen, supernatural fic, codaish thingy

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