Supernatural FIC: give or take the subject or the verb

[joyfulgirl41]

(Originally posted yesterday over at JJ's bday_princess comm here, but I'm reposting here because I'm all anal and OCD like that...)

Title: give or take the subject or the verb
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: ADULT (WINCEST)
Summary: Dean and Sam have to explore their feelings in order to solve the case.

Notes: For my favoritest princess on the occasion of her

Comments

[dodificus]

And it really is different in Dean's body. This response, because a sense of completeness blooms in his chest at the thought that they're in this together. Here together, finally, his body says.

This is a really interesting take on the usual body swap stories. The idea that a body might have ingrown physical/chemical responses to situations that are totally independant of whose mind is in control. And the fact that even though Sam was used to feeling the urge to flee in his own body he couldn't explain exactly what it was he was so afraid of.

Dean's head snaps up, like he's just realized what he said. "I mean. I know, now. I feel like I just. Like I need to get out of here." The expression on his face is completely unreadable. "What the hell are you so afraid of?"

Sam rubs his hand over his face, surprised to find stubble, and says, "I wish I knew."

That's scary and true, we don't always know why we feel a lot of the things that we feel.

Plus, I *loved* the ending

"What do you want?"

"You," Sam whispers before he can stop himself.

"Oh, Sam." Dean's hand is unbelievably hot as it slips under the elastic of Sam's boxers and wraps around his cock. "That you always had."

Sam smiles and pulls Dean down until they're kissing again, slow and wet and perfect, and it's like coming home.