I have been in the craziest of moods. I have been either extremely hyper or sorta down. But mostly extremely hyper & careless of my stress. I guess this is an awesome thing though. Well, I was in OP all weekend with my little sister. On Saturday, we ran around with my Aunt & just relaxed. But I seriously hate being around my little sister all the time. I wanna be able to give her the mother she doesn*t have but being her sister I can*t because then not being there cause I have other things & well being allowed to have my own life, makes me feel bad. I guess it*s insanely hard to explain. But anyways that night my Aunt, Uncle, my sister & I went to Fridays & headed to see Madagascar. It was a cute movie but Dannie ruined it by never fricken shutting up. The next day Dannie, my Uncle, & I went & took the greyhounds for a walk around the ECC campus. I felt terrible because my Aunt spent $15000 trying to have kids through the whole shots process & it didn*t work & it made her gain so much weight & she hates herself cause she couldn*t have kids & she weighs so much more than she did before. I workout with her a few days a week at 6 & she just isn*t losing it quiclly cause of the hormones. But she almost didn*t go to this Moscato Family Picnic because she was embarrassed. I just wish I could*ve made her forget about it & have her know that the weight will come off & I am here but she was just too stressed to have anyone around her. I hate how everyone in my family is so unhappy. Nobody is happy & I wish I could make everyone just get along & stop fighting. The picnic was alright. It poured but it was refreshing. George made his "famous" Puerto Rican rice <3 I ate too much & I realized the next day that there seriously was a reason why I was eating up a storm which kinda isn*t me. Fucking period. Anyways, Brian came to the picnic later & really messed with me. He completely smothered me with water balloons. He got me back for last year. Drew & Dylan didn*t show up. I wish I could*ve seen them or Brian cause Drew is more of a friendly person rather than Brian being a cocky kid. But oh well, I still enjoyed myself. I won*t let that stuff bother me. My Mom is paying me $30 a week to babysit Dannie 2 full days a week. So happy she has never paid me to babysit & I really need the money. So yesterday I really watched Dannie once I got home from the gym & I laid outside & read HP while Dannie & her friends swam in the backyard. When my Mom got home, we all went to Wal*Mart to get some stuff. We got some good DVDs, some basic school stuff, some amazing Fat Free Frozen Yogurt, & a guitar binder for my tabs & stuff. But my Mom is such a bad discipliner. Today I went to the gym & came home & took a nap & when I woke up the power was out ..again! But it came on in time for me to get ready for the family to go see Charlie & the Chocolate Factory. What a great remake. Tim Burton is a freakish genius. I had my first Timmy in like a week. I came home & started organizing stuff & watched American Beauty. That has to be one of my favorite movies. I organized a play date for my little sister.. I am a loser I know. Woo for my room being pretty clean finally. I need to clean my closet & start learning a song a day cause I wasn*t home to play so I got kinda off track. Uh fun news! And more stuff . .
Before OP I went to the Square with Bon, Alex, Morgan, & Lindsay. Before Bon & I left to pick them up we started writing a little something but in the middle of it we had to leave. We took the subway down :) Well, we ended up not staying for the music which kinda made me sad but whatever. We went to Chippewa & I wanted to stop at Spot so we chilled at Spot for a while. I LOVE that place. I treated Bon to some dinner & has myself a very good frozen Mocha. Lindsay like hates me one minute & lovees me the next. That girl confuses me but it*s all good. It started to rain when we left so we took the subway back a bit after & I offered everyone to come back to my house cause no one could pick us up so my house was close & no one is ever home. SO we stopped at Record Theatre & I got an amazing Pink Floyd poster & we walked to myself but Morgan got picked up. She was acting really funky. Well, when we got to my house we danced around to Old School music. Oh yes. And had some dead pizza from Bocces outside on the porch. Lindsay*s Mom drove us all home & I went to Bon*s for the night cause my guitar was there & we finished a song outside on her lawn at 1. The next day we touched it up & it is really cool. A lot of chord progressions & a trippy ending with a slide. It seems like it could be very poppy but it*s weird enough not to be. And if ever performed, we would make up new lyrics for the chorus each time. The music was made up by me & I think it may be either one or two guitars with some bongos with just some vocals done by Bon & maybe I can do some harmonies. Bonnie made up the lyrics & I added a few things here & there. But when she gets back from Ocean City I think we may go to Bren*s studio & record it.. just to have it. Even if I am always changing it around & making adjustments.
Color Of Emotions
keep the stars from flying by - I want to spend forever with you - on this hilltop - tonight
the amber sky goes floating by - lucky for me - I brought my camera - one picture of our frozen time
color me color me color me - purple - teach me please preach to me - the art of giving - color me color me color me
keep your day*s wasted time - I, I want to laugh and smile - for what seems like eternal day & night
color me color me color me - green - teach me please preach to me - the art of preserving life - color me color me color me
[a bit of instrumental]
the high tide comes rushing in - the low tide is left behind - my face is stinging - from my salty tears - if there was only water - to cleanse my fears
color me color me color me - blue - teach to me preach to me - the art of serenity - color me color me color me
[no instruments but a slide on guitar & vocals]
color me with your emotions - until I*m drowning in a river - of auras, rainbows & the light - reflected off prisms
[music stops ..only vocals]
clear prisms
Words By Bonnie Bullock Music By Jordan Pescrillo
Comment if you like on this. Two other songs are in the making :) I am finally getting better with knowing music stuff & understanding it!
I got excited about the dumbest thing. According to Seventeen*s Horoscope for August I am going to meet someone & finally put the past away. I jumped for joy at the thought.