heros

Feb 20, 2006 01:55

so.....we all have heros.
for me its my father, my brother, jonah matranga, god, van goh, audrey hepburn, and my friend zak smith.

zak is this awesome artist from brooklyn.





what really hurts is when your heros disappoint you.
zak is working on a porn that is is starring in.
i'm beside myself.
i knew he sort of got around, and it never bugged me because we were always just friends. he was a bit of a mentor to me in the art world, and i really looked up to him.
now he's doing this thing that i always thought that he was above, i guess.
i'm morally opposed to it.
i mean, i like porn as much as anyone else i suppose, and i have a friend or two in the naked girl buisness.......but for some reason it really bugs me that my mentor, my friend, one of my favorite artists is going into the porn industry.

i'm pretty grossed out right now.
and i don't even know if i should say anything to him about how much it bothers me, or if i should just smile and nod, or just...not speak to him anymore really. fade out.

i probably shouldn't be bothered by it at all.
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