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Mar 05, 2005 23:50

im back. not like you missed me though. Lets see, what has happened in the past few months. Well its my last semester of free education and it feels so stupid. i really really really want to get going to mira costa and start doing recording arts and getting on with it. i cannot wait til i start at mira costa. I haven't really been depressed lately cause I've got the future to look forward too. Why isn't it easier to find a job? cause a job means my parents are more likely to help me pay for a car and i need the money. so i've been lookin around for jobs. Ive been jamming with my brother who is acutally a pretty good drummer. better than my old bands drummer, even. much. I just need a collaborator cause when i try to write songs i never can write entire songs just fragments. Its probably the short attention span. if i found a really good other guitarist or soemthing and a bassist i'd be set cause when i jam with my brother its good but i need the low end support and maybe a kick ass rhytm guitarist cause i want to be lead cause i like lead guitar. I'd probably try to have complete artistic control cause when it comes to music i really am a perfectionist. If my brother uses lets say a high hat when in my head i want him to use the ride ill stop mid song and correct him. I've found like the pefect metal setting on my amp and guitar too. Without using a pedal. And i tune the guitar to d or c and its so thick and deep. metal style gets boring so i'm not using em now. the future is what keeps me from being absouletly sad and lazy now. Cause the future has hope. ive been waiting to go to college all these years and the excitement and anticipation of june 17 is monumental. then 10 days later im a legal adult and no curfew and by then ill have a car hopefully.
Music has totally become my life. Its not like it wasn't a few months ago but now all i do is listen to music and try to hear the weird songs in songs. For the details. You know, the little noise or notes you didnt hear until you really listened to a song. autechre is yumm.
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