Oct 20, 2004 15:33
you can get ibejournal at school, whooo hooo.. but only look at your freind, its weird, and update. butthast all need right. wow. im coldin thi school and super bored indetention, hence why im writting in the less loved jounral of mine. (and i already finsihed the other one) uhg dong a reseacrh project on the smiths for mr ludiso, the sexyest eglish teacher in the world. im serious i have had penty a fantsy about this guy. i dont know why, maybe its the bevis and btthead impressios maybe its the banging on the desk but it sproably the older short nerdy ittaian look. i really wanted to do a project on his band, but i think that would have been a crazy. hes a drummer. oh sexy drummers. what am i gonna do? pick out more awsome morriessy comments!!! good idea joycie
"Too many pop stars are not good figureheads. Young people need figureheads, I know I do, and popular music is the only thing left for them. They don't read books, they don't believe in movies. Popular music is all there is, and too many pop stars are shallow and worthless as figureheads, or else content to be obscure and mysterious. We would never be obscure, we could never be obscure, because I use very fundamental language in my lyrics. I use very simplistic words, but hopefully in quite a powerful way. And by that I mean saying things that people in daily life find so very hard to say, like 'I don't want a job,' 'I don't want to be loved,' or 'I am ugly.' I mean things that are really quite simple words but things that people can never really say. I mean if you say to your friends or to your parents 'I am very unhappy' it's like scraping open nerves... it's too close and it just can't be said. So I want to say these things instead of being very esoterical and other worldly and mysterious, because I think it's more effective and... I don't think it's ever been said in popular music. I really don't."
How do you feel about suicide?
"I have to be very careful what I say about this, but... having been quite close to it myself on a number of occasions, I can quite admire someone with the strength to do it. People who have never been close to it cannot hope to understand it, and the idea that it was illegal until recent years is of course laughable, but I think to me it's quite honourable in a way, because it's a person taking total control over their lives and their bodies. By not thinking about suicide, or considering it, or examining it, it means that we ultimately just do not have control over our destinies and our bodies and our brains. And I think people without that sense of control are quite shallow, thin individuals. But I'm not saying that simply by having control over your body, the ultimate destination is suicide. But I admire it in a way."