MES PREMIERES. Chapter Eleven.
They were in the tub, done showering and now enjoying the hot rose scented water around them. Jonghyun had Kibum between his legs. Back leaned close to his chest. Drawing random patterns on his princess’ torso while the younger was playing with his Jjong’s other fingers.
“So.”
“Hmm ?”
“Mind telling me what all those past weeks were about !?”
“What ?” Kibum feigned innocence.
“Baby, you know you brought me to hell and back at least four times do you !?!”
“Dunno watcha talkin’bout.” He answered, turning his head to the right and kissing his boyfriend’s shoulder.
“You want me to tell it aloud isn’t it ?”
“Dunno watch-”
“Okay okay. I’ll ask and you answer alright !?”
“Hm … okay.”
“Why did you go to England ?”
“Needed to see Almoni.”
“You know she lives in Korea right !? ‘were not forced to go overseas for that. Bummie~ , just answer okay !? I won’t even be mad or something I just want to know so that I can apologize, hon ?”
“M’kay. I went there because I had a hell of a week and I needed to talk to my almoni. She sensed something was wrong when I made my weekly call to her, and she suggested we go shopping in England. She knew I wanted to for a long time ago, and she has a friend there she wanted to see. So that’s how it happened.”
“The week, it was because of me right !?”
“Hm.”
“…” Jonghyun poked Kibum’s back with four fingers in a drum manner.
“Fine~ . I woke up searching for you beside me on the bed, and you were nowhere Jonghyun. I thought I did something wrong and that maybe I made you leave. I was panicking and then I called Onew hyung. He told me he thought you were with me. And the only other person you know nearby was your ex-girlfriend, since your wallet was still there you couldn’t have gone clubbing or to an hotel or something. And then it all clicked. Me telling you to take it easy, the face you made and the ‘switching lights’. All I was thinking was you went were you could have what I was not ready to give you.”
Kibum said all of this, a bit annoyed but his voice growing sad, still playing with Jonghyun’s fingers. The latter stiffened at the other’s last sentence. It was a logical way of taking things but how could he think that ?
“And then you didn’t call me for all the week-end long. So I thought it was confirming all my fears. And I was upset, and I have pride you know. I would not have been the one to puppy-run after you, for you to tell me you had sex with your ex. Then you started letting all those pornstars at school be on you, whispering things in your ears, lean on you, stroking your face and things. And it was more than I could take. And I called Almoni, then buried myself in doing my school work in advance.”
“…” Jonghyun was stroking Bummie’s arm with his thumb, telling him to continue.
“That day when you were at my door, I almost trusted what you wrote. But you said ‘something came up’ and you didn’t say what. I knew that the thing was your ex so I just took my things and left.”
“I’m sorry Princess.”
“…”
“I’m sorry I hurt you like that, I didn’t plan on doing that. You must know I’ll never ever - ever - think of making you even the slightest sad ohn !?” he said, kissing the other’s temple.
“I was not supposed to know back then Jjong.”
“I know baby, I’m sorry.”
“Hm.”
They stayed silent for 2 minutes before Jonghyun asked,
“Eh. What the hell happened there that you came … like this ? Man you even get you ear pierced! Did I do that ?” he said, lifting himself a bit from under his boyfriend.
“kukuku. No. It was bound to happen. I’ve always wanted to … change a bit. I never really let my dark side show on myself. By dark side I mean, the one in me that knows I’m fucking irresistible and sexy as hell.”
“Wow. Good to know you’re aware of yourself.”
“Yeah I know. I’m just like that. I knew I was but I was shy about it all.”
“Hm. So It took me to … release the beast !?”
“May say that. You, almoni, and England. But mostly almoni. You must meet her one day. That woman is a gem. And she knows how to push the right buttons in me to make me do whatever she wants. And she wanted me to make you sick for not waiting for me and going back to boobsland.”
“Waaah. Kim family. I’m not sure I want to meet her.”
“kekeke. You’ll have to anyway. You’re part of my life now and if she doesn’t approve you …”
“EHH ??” he said, lifting himself again and turning the other by his shoulders so that he could look in his eyes. “Are you serious !?”
“…”
“You are. ” He said, letting his hands drop at his sides. Kibum spun back, took them and circled his self with them.
“Cold.”
“Hm.” Jonghyun said, immerged in his thoughts. ‘I hope she’ll like me ;^; ’ .
“But you like it hun !?”
“What ?”
“The ‘new’ me.”
“I love it baby.” He said, biting between his lover’s neck and shoulder.
“I kind of figure ahah.”
“Did your dark side also hides how-to-tease-someone-to-death ?”
“Hn ? Ahh, no. That’s Taeminnie.” Kibum giggled. Jonghyun frowned,
“What does the kid have to do with you and a fucking triangle in the front of my pants ?”
“He taught me those mathematics.”
“WHAT ?” Jonghyun shrieked. “What the hell did that kid do ? Tell me. NOW!”
“Daww, calm down baby he didn’t do anything. Well, not really.”
“Kibuuum …” He said, his voice filled with threat.
“You remember, in the toilet, when I .. pinned you to the wall ..?”
“Hm.”
“Well, Taemin did that to me, to show how to d-”
“WHAT ?” Jonghyun said, standing up and splashing water all around the tub. “Did he .. touch you ?”
“Kim Jonghyun I am so NOT cleaning this bathroom after, so sit your ass down. I’m cold.”
“Grrr.” Jonghyun groaned, fists clenched but obeying nonetheless. He stepped over the other and sat himself at the other end of the tub, facing the younger, arms crossed on his chest, brows frowned and pout in place.
“Hyunnie …”
Jonghyun did not answer. Images of Taemin touching his yeobo and said yeobo moaning crossing his mind. They stayed like that for a good three minutes. Before Kibum feigned getting up.
“What else.”
“Hm ?”
“What else did he … teach you >*<)## ”
“You won’t get mad hm ?”
“Just say it.”
“Hmm …” Kibum said, thinking of if this was a good idea. But he didn’t want to have secrets for his boyfriend. His amazing and perfectly shaped boyfriend. He was still mesmerized by the way the tub’s water would wave around his muscles, the droplets making their way back in the water, from his neck down his torso. ‘Oh my god is he really mine ? Am I really his ? Does he really love me ? I can’t possibly have turned him gay … Is this all a dream ? Either way I, don’t wanna wake up from you~’
“Bummie, just tell me already.”
“Okay okay. But you can’t get mad okay ?” He said, sitting back in the water.
“Hm.”
“Not convincing but …”
“Say it.”
“Nicole.”
“What Nicole ? Who his that slut to begin with ?”
“She is NOT a slut. She is almoni’s friend's grand-daughter. And she can be a bit slutty but only when she is drunk.”
“Yeah yeah whaterver. Why was she almost naked in here the other day ohn !? And why was she rubbing herself on you at AKTF as if she was trying to test spontaneous combustion or something. And you don’t want me to get mad ? Omaigod did you do something with her ? How am I suppose not to- hmmph”
Kibum silenced him with a kiss. He didn’t even sensed his cat-ish boyfriend coming near him, too engrossed in his mind running wild.
“God, my greek god, you’re so sexy when you’re jealous kukuku.”
“Yeah, whatever. I want to know, what did yo-”
“We did nothing. It was Taemin’s plan. He told me if I could make you jealous then you’ll pay attention to me. You were so engrossed in your tests or whatever that you didn’t even search for me when I came back. With what Amber told me I thought yo-”
“Wait, you KNEW ?”
“Yes.”
“Omygod. All this time you knew and you did all that to me ?”
“Well, you had to pay. Do you know how much ice cream I ate thinking you had sex with some fucking blonde stylist noona ? And seeing her with that phantom of a dress, whispering in your ears and eyeing me as she knew, as she knew the stabbing she was doing to my heart. Do you know how much I spent on makeup and clothes just to forget about it all ? Not that I care, I always need new outfits anyway, but yes. Do you know how much I cried Kim Jonghyun ? Do you know how much it was hard acting like I didn’t care when you were there ? Do you ? You had to pay. You had to.” He said, shifting from is on-all-fours position and backing to his side of the tub. His screams lowering all the way.
Jonghyun was biting is lower lip, yes he knew he had messed up even if he didn’t mean to. So maybe he deserved that. A bit.
“So, she was part of the plan ? To make me regret leaving you ? Wait, you knew I did not leave you, to make us ache even more ?”
“10 points for Gryffondor!”
“And now, where is she ? She’ll not come back hm ?”
“No. I went with her to the airport yesterday. With her here I had the nerve not to think of it all, of missing you and wanting you so bad. But then she had to leave and I thought I would not make it so I went to have a drink. Liquid courage you know.”
“Yeah yeah, look what that did to you. And what if someone had pounce on you or something ? You know the walking temptation you are right !?”
“I know.”
“Ugh. You don’t know what you did to me. To us. So, what was it ? The dances ?”
“Yes. And the triangle, the toilets, flirting with Jinwoon and Chansung - Taemin taught me that - , the lollipop, Nicole, the club. All of it.”
“Grr.”
“But you must admit he taught me good right !?”
“Yes! I mean no. Arrrgh!”
“kukuku, you loved it DinoJonggie.”
“Pfft. Yes but that didn’t mean you had to- . I was already aching to touch you, have you in my arms, kiss your milky neck, and you just got me more frustrated. You just- Arrgh those boys.” He said, hitting the water with his fist. “I’m so going to rip their heads off! Fucking JYP brothers. And Taemin, doesn’t he have Minho ? Why does he have to barge in people's business hon !?”
“Oh, you will want to thank him later.” Kibum said, checking at his manicured fingers - as if there will even ever be a problem with those overly well-manicured things - and talking oh so ‘innocently’.
“And why is that ?” Jonghyun asked. Something was off.
“He bought me a present. Well, a set if we want to say things right.”
“Pfft. Fucking Umma and adeul relationship. And what does that have to do with me ?”
“He brought it at a ‘special’ store.”
“…”
“That he wasn’t supposed to be able to enter ..?”
“…”
“Where there are underground rooms ..?”
“…”
“Where you can hear UNFs ..?” Kibum lastly said, arching a brow suggestively.
“Oh.”
“Yes. Oh.”
“And … what did you do with that ?”
“Playing.”
“Oh.”
“Yes, Oh.”
“…” Jonghyun was blushing. If he got everything well, Taemin went to a sex shop right !? And he bought his princess a ‘gift’. Right ? And said princess played with the items, right !? Or is he just too guided by raptorsaurus right now ? Said raptor that was coming back to life.
“Hmphrr …” He heard and snapped his eyes back to his lover’s figure. Only to be greeted by the sight of his boyfriend, head lolling backwards, knees up and legs spread, nibbling his left hand’s index finger and the other hand disappearing between his legs. The picture screamed SEX.
Jonghyun wided is eyes. Raptor throbbed.
The red colored water was not opaque enough not to see two of the younger’s fingers disappearing and thrusting his own hole. The moans were kind of a giveaway anyway. He could not tear his eyes from the motion. He sensed something, crawling under his skin from all the tips of his body, conveying at once, straight.to.his.cock. Raptor was like a power ranger, calling all his powers at once to transform himself for the battle to come.
He didn’t even get when the third finger joined his fellows but the whimper that escaped Kibum’s mouth was enough to bring him and raptor fully to life. He remembered just how he was addicted to that symphony.
“C’mere.”
That was all he could utter. And Kibum came. Sliding on his butt in the tub, creating red-ish waves all around their bodies, stuffing his legs on top of his boyfriend’s, sliding until their erections brushed. They looked like those two people on the Kappa logo, except they were facing each others and at less, much less, distance apart.
They were looking in each other’s eyes. Kibum trying not to pounce on that greek god in front of him. Jonghyun trying the same, but that needed much more will power. He was searching in his lover’s eyes if this really was what he wanted. If there was no fear like that first time they kissed. If he was really ready for this. If .. If … And oh god all he saw was lust. Pure and intoxicating lust.
It took him all the faith in the world not to thrust in the other boy and break his body just there and then. He was too afraid of what he would do if he was the one doing the first step. He leaned backwards in the tub, raptor fully awake now and said,
“Play with me.”
And like that, Kibum approached, sliding himself on his boyfriend’s dick. The bathroom was filled with moans, names, ‘I love you’s, ‘mine’s, ‘yours's. And like that, they made love, for the first time. A real première.
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