POSSESIVE.
Title : Possesive
Pairing : Jongkey.
Genre : AU. Romance.
Rating : PG-13.
Disclaim : Jjong is Key's and Bummie is Jonghyun's. Got it !?
Summary : A sorta kinda not Valentine's fic and the weirdness taht is my brain.
Words count : 4539.
A/N : take this 4530+ words and count this as my 'comeback' . Well, if you guys like this that means I'm back in the game.
This is for my baby Alejandra a_l_e_x_i_e_86 . I hope you'll like it. And Gomenasai you all, I'll try to update my other fics soon. I just hope you'll like this, yes !?
Possesive.
4539 words
Jonghyun had know Kibum for almost one year and a half now.
He first met him, the first law lesson in College. He was new to Gwangju and he came from Incheon to do this special major. He wanted to go to a College where he could have both Music and Law as majors. He knew wanting to be a musician was more a dream than everything, even if every one usually praised his voice. That Entertainment world is just a world where even if you succeed, some day you just become a 'has been'. And you have to have a B plan.
And he was glad he chose that one College. He could have gone to Seoul but he prefered going further, to test himself. It would be a good thing to part a bit from his parents and see how they all coped with that. And everything went well. Plus he has a cousin noona who lives here in Gwangju so if there ever was a problem, he still has some to cover him. B plan, as always.
Last school year had been pretty well. Since the first day at school he found friends in the name of Kibum, aka Key, and his bestfriend Minho, and Onew.
Key was the social bee type, while Minho was quieter. Wonder how they ended bestfriend, maybe they complete each other ? It's very rare that Key would be silent, and it's like nowhere near possible to see Minho being loud. Unless he's watching some sport thingy or something. Or whoring around some of the hyungs but that, we'll not say. Onew was the always-radiant type. He would always brighten up your day. Well, if you were in the mood, it'll brighten it, if you were not you'd be blind by his optimism and dazzling smile anyway.
Jonghyun had found a small flat not far from where Kibum had one, they discovered after. He was like one block away from the other and their buildings were as Kibum's flat's window faced Jonghyun's building hall. Soon they ended up spending much time together. Eating with each other some nights. Well, more like Key would cook and Jonghyun would benefit, or Jonghyun would ... no he would just eat Key's food.
"Jjong I am not eating KFC today again, nor any junk food. We ate that Monday. Don't you think once in a week, wait, once in two weeks would be enough ? Nah, leave it I'll cook and it'll be far healthier okay ?!"
And Jonghyun never would complain. He wouldn't mind eating Kibum's healthy food every single time he ate.
They would go to each other's for any single thing. Be it him wanting to show some youtube video to Kibum, or Key showing him the new shoes he bought as soon as he was coming back from the shop. They'll go grocery shopping at the same time. They'll some times do their law homeworks together. And most of the time Jonghyun would come fetch Kibum to go to College together.
Jonghyun had been over happy when almost at the end of the school year, since he was going back to Incheon for summer holidays, Key had invite them to his family house for a weekend together. What made him the most happy that day was Kibum introducing him to his mother as,
"This is one of my bestfriends, Jjoㅡ erm, Jonghyun."
Yes, they had grown close so fast that it was nowhere he would deny Key as one of his bestfriends too. He could read Key like he had always been growing with him. It did not take one day, but as time passed he started to understand Kibum without even him saying the things.
Like, when Kibum had that small frown between his eyebrows, meant he was listening to the lesson and you'd better not disturb him. Whereas when he would pout during one, it just was because everyone's attention was on said lesson, and him being the attentionㅡwhore he was, that just wouldn't do. When Key would be humming while going back home, meant either he was expecting a package from one of his many internet shopping frenzies, or just that he was happy to go home and test a new reciepe. He would drum his fingers on his tighs when someone would be annoying him with his talkings. Biting his lower lip meant he was just about to burst and snap on someone, and you wouldn't want that to happen. To that Jonghyun had taken the habit to just drag the younger boy away.
There was another thing Jonghyun had noticed. And that, was the thing he like the most. Well, he did not pay any attention to it first, but now that he had come to understand what it was, he just thought of himself as a genius. Because that would be the thing that would make Kibum his. Yes, his.
Before this new school year he had not thought of Key that way. In a possible-boyfriend way more than boy-friend way. See what I mean ? . But what happened this summer just made him think and think about it. He had missed spending all his time with Kibum, his other friends seeming not to be enough anymore. He just wanted to be with Key.
He began to think more and more about it. And when they were back to school for another year, having Kibum near him was like breathing again. He began to be more and more aware of himself. How they were always touching each other without even thinking about it. How Key would always take care of him, not that he did not with the others, but with Jonghyun ... it was quite ... special. And Jonghyun was just proud to notice ㅡ again ㅡ that they were always near each other. More than Key was with Minho.
Then he started to be aware of it.
How Kibum would go blank sometimes and turn a bit cold, before warming up to him again. He did not think much of it first, but this was definetely a sign of ... something.
"Ugh, he pisses me off."
"Who ?"
"Nothing."
"Come on, tell me."
"That Joon friend of yours."
"Oh, what did he do ?"
"I ... nothing, okay ? Just leave it."
"Naaaah, tell me. I'm not that much of his friend. We just happen to know each other from some basket ball game. What, is he a 'bad guy' ?"
"No Jjong. Just, he ... nothing. He has done nothing, it's just me okay ? Let it be."
"Okay Bummie~"
Jonghyun thought about it afterwards, and the only thing that was not in their routine that day was that Joon was sitting with them for law lesson that day. During the class period, he had wanted to talk to Key but the younger had his cold/focus face so Jonghyun dare not talk to him for sometime and decided to turn to his left to talk with Joon.
"Bummie, you okay ?"
"Hm."
"Are you sure ? You seem a bit off."
" 'm okay."
"Okaaay ..." What with the weird atmosphere ? He should try again, maybe there isn't anything after all. "What did you do yesterday ?"
"Stayed in bed."
"Really ? You spent all you Wednesday in your bed ? I know we had no school but kkk, you're such a lazy ass."
"Not like you."
"Deh. I was with Onew yesterday, There were some music sheets we needed toㅡ"
"Yeah, he told me."
"Oh. Ahh you should have come."
"Hm."
"..." maybe I should just leave it. Today doesn't seem the good day to have a conversation with his Bummie. His ...
"Jjoooong~ , where were you yesterday ohn !? I thought you ditched class to sleep but when I came to knock at your door yesterday you didn't answer."
"Oh, I was out with Onew. When we left class we did not go home straight forward."
"Oh."
"There were new albums at that shop we use to go and we wanted tㅡ"
"Anyway, I just ... erm ... Ah, wanted my scarf back."
"But, Bummiiiiie~ , I still haven't bought one. You said I can have it until I buㅡ"
"Okay, keep it then. Have to see sunbaenim, see you later."
And like that he was off. He had that blank face again.
"Yeoboseyo ? Omaigod Jjong what the hell happened ?"
"I just slipped kkk. There was ice on the floor and you know how it is."
"You pabo. You okay ? You're back from the hospital already ? I coming like right now!"
"Yah, wait it's 2am and you have your design lessons at eight. What are you even doing awake ?"
"Your text woke me up."
"Aww, I thought you'd see it in the morning. There's no use coming, come after class tomorrow yeah ?"
"No way, I'm coming. See you in two minutes."
"Keㅡ ... Yah. Sigh, why is he so stubborn !? See that ? If I was the one hanging up on him like that he'd soㅡ"
Knock Knock Knock.
Wah, so fast.
"Jo-joon ?"
"Hi Kibum."
"Hi." He was panting, but recovered fast. And that blank face again.
"Bummie don't stay at the door it's going to be cold after."
"I don't think I'll stay long. I just thought you'd need some help. Don't need me as I see."
"Ah ? Yeh, I slipped not far from Joon's house. And I asked him to give me a drive with my car since it was left near his place."
"Hm."
"..." What with the tension again ? "You're not steping inside ? I was expecting you could cooㅡ"
"No time. Have class in few hours remember ? You can call KFC, and Joon will kindly go get that right !? I'm off. See ya."
"..."
"Oh, why did he left like that ? He sounded eager to see you Jonghyun. I think he even ran here, no ?"
"I don't ... I don't know."
Things like that had happened a lot lately. And Jonghyun just had to notice, again, that they were slowly growing apart. Kibum didn't visit him as much as he used to. He should have cared more since I sprained my ankle neh !? But he was not ice cold either. Kibum still talked to him when they were all together. He still went with Jonghyun to College together. They still sat near each other.
But he would be less ... less Bummie-orbiting-around-Jjong than he used to be. He no more automatically went near Jonghyun as he used to. He would not laugh as loudly as he used to do at his jokes. He would not come cooking for him unless Jonghyun proposed to. He was not as lively as he used to be around him anymore. And of course Jonghyun had noticed. He had become aware of them after summer holidays. And now it was February already, so he would know.
Plus Kibum was always hanging with that Taemin kid. Everytime Jonghyun would want to do something, Kibum would already have something planned with the other.
"Why are you so much with him ?"
"He is my hoobae."
"So ..?"
"So it's only normal I'd be with him."
"... " No shit. "Why ?"
"Because as his sunbae I attend his dance classes too, in addition to mine. And it's normal I'd be with him. Plus, I l-like him."
Yes, poke my heart with a needle again.
"You ... You ' l-like ' him ?" He had to mock.
"Of course I do. He's so cute, How can I not ? Oh, have to go. Minnie's finishing his japanese class, have to go take him. See ya."
"Minnie" , Hm.
"Minho. I have to talk to you."
"Oh hi Jonghyun hyung."
"Hi. Can you ... I , I'd like to know something about Key yeah !?"
"Deh go on."
"Since you've been friends since young, you must know ..."
"Know what hyung ?"
"You know, when he does that thing with his face."
"What thing ? He does so much kkk."
"I mean, he'd go ... like ... cold. Blank or something."
"Oh ?"
"And he'll only answer with short sentences, or just 'Hm'. And you how he's so talkative it's like not normal for him to reply like that. He'll be like you've switched an off button on him for like three minutes, then he'll be nomal again."
"Ah. You noticed that hyung ? Wah."
"Oh, you know what I'm talking about ?"
"Yes hyung." Minho had said chuckling. So Jonghyun had not gone crazy yeah !?
"So, what about it ? Tell me."
"It surprises me you had notice hyung."
"Why ?"
"Well, I think he won't be too happy me telling it but ... he's kind of ... possesive ?"
"Possesive ?" Jonghyun had to tilt his head to the side.
"See, Key hyung is just like that. He tends to be kind of oddly possesive with people he cares deeply about. Like, over nothing. Really."
"Go on."
"Well, Hmm ... how can I tell this to you ? He'd be pissed for example if he sees a picture of me with someone other friend of mine and doesn't know when it had been taken."
"Like, he'd be jealous over you ?"
"No. Not jealous. Just ... it's not easy okay ? He told me one day that it happens just like that. When he cares very much about someone he feels ... kind of betrayed when that person stays too much ... no. Hm, does things with others ... erm, no. Not really. I mean, it's not easy. It can be over nothing. He's not my only bestfriend see, I have all the other hyungs too. So I noticed it that when I'd tell him like 'yesterday I was with Nickhun hyung' he'd like answer me with short sentences and be a bit weird. Then he'd be okay a minute-ish after. I have so many hyungs, so I noticed. But how did you ..?"
"Woah, what is this ? Hm. I think I noticed because it happens often these days. He'll be like he seems fine but I just know he's faking it."
"He cares about you, so I think it's normal he would be like that sometimes. But usually it happens to fast to notice, he doesn't sulk too much. And people don't even see it that he is, he hides it pretty well."
"I think this time he did not ? I don't know, I know he is sulking about something but he acts like everything is okay."
"He tries. He told me people would think he is weird if he says/shows it eveytime he feels like that, and people will say he is clingy and things so he never says it. When has he been like that ?"
And Jonghyun told him. And Minho just had to tell him that those moments were just exactly things that could make Kibum's head mess with him.
"But still, you shouldn't have seen it. He usually is very discreet. Took me very long to ask him, and to notice even. Maybe he cares about you more ?"
"Well, I do to."
"You mean ..?"
"I ... I don't know. I just know that right now, him being him without being him does no good to me. I miss him. And I miss his food. And this just won't do."
"..."
"YAH! Why are you laughing ?"
"Hyung, you should see yourself. Pouting and stumping your foot like that."
"Meeeehrong !"
"..."
"Anyway, thank you for telling me this. I thought I was going crazy."
"Don't worry hyung. And you seem to understand him pretty well, took me years to do, and I think maybe ㅡ maybe ㅡ you understand him more than me."
"Of course I do! He's my Bummie !! How could I not ?"
"Yeah yeah, you guys are so compatible."
"What, why ?"
"You are so possesive about him too, I don't even know if you've notice that. Well, you guys are less around each other since ... quite some time in fact, but you should see youselves ! Such a married couple."
"Ugh, you alien frog!"
"What ? I said no wrong."
"I know." He pouted.
"So you want to go for it ?"
"I'll give it some thoughts."
"Fuck, I forgot it was Valentine's day wednesday."
"Why ? Bumie, do you ... y-you have someone t-to ..?"
"Nah. It's just that I have some package to take from a shop in town."
Oh freaking Jesus Christ, *relief sigh*
"And what is it ? You usually love taking them."
"I just don't like going out on Valentine's day."
"Why ?"
"I just don't like all that red everywhere. Like you see roses, hearts balloons, people holding hands, having those dumb smiles and all. It just ... I just don't know what's the point. They could do that any other day too. Why so much PDA ? It's like they'll have a reward for the couple that showed the most that they love each other. They could keep that for home or something. You see every girl with flowers, and others are just looking at them and sulking. Ugh."
"Well, that's because you are not in any relationship. You wouldn't say that otherwise."
"No. I'd still say that. And if I was in one ..." Why is he looking at me like that ? "I would not want to flaunt it outside like that. Why changing only on that particular day ? I'd rather stay at home and cuddle or just enjoy being together with my boyfr-, erm, girlfriend. Just the two of us is better. If we're doing the Valentine's thingy let's do it for ourselves, why buying such expensive things and flaunt it in everyones' faces like that ?"
"Hm." Boyfriend uh !? " But dating a girl, they'll always want to go out and want you to buy them something. It'd be better dating a boy, we guys don't want to be out that much you know."
"..."
"What ? Don't look at me like that. I'm just saying. And I said nothing wrong right !? Look, you're a boy and you don't want to go out. I don't want to too. Isn't that perfect ?"
"D-deh, kinda. S-so ... you mean you're not going out too ?"
"Nah. I have an appointment, so I have to."
"A date."
"An appointment."
"That's what I said, a date."
"Yeah, if you like."
"Someone is lucky."
"It's not like I'm eager to go. Who said I was lucky ?"
"Who said I was talking about you ?"
"..."
"..."
It's 14th February. And as usual, Key is staying at home today. It's just fortunate he does have no class today. Don't want to see that red everywhere. I'm not even butthurt or something, just, I just don't.
But something unsual is Key using his laptop, on the desk in front of his window. Yes, it is odd. He usually stays in bed with his laptop. Proof, even in front of his desk, somehow the laptop just ends on his lap. But what can he do ? The desk is in front of his window. And, though he'll never admit it, he's waiting for Jjong to come back.
He knows the other boy isn't home. He knows he is out. And he knows it's with some Junghee girl. And he just wants to know when and if Jjong will bring said girl to his place. If you dare Kim Jonghyun, Ugh! But he knows he has no real right to react like that. And of cour~se it just is his weird possesiveness that makes him say that.
He'd feel the same for Minho right !? Though with Minho he's immune. He has to be, with all the hyungs that boy whores around. Poor Minnie, wrong move to have some views on that tall alien boy.
8 pm.
9 pm.
10:55 pm.
11 pm.
11:18 pm.
11:33 pm
11ㅡ Oh. He's back. Alone. Well, at least he did not bring her back. Why do I care anyway !? Shesh.
Key leaves his spot in front of the window and turns on his bedside lamp. Closes his computer and lies on his bed. One earphone in his ear. Another 14th alone. Not that he was expecting something else.
Knock Knock Knock.
"Aish, what ?"
When he opens the door, there is Jjong there. In a sleeveless shirt, that just leaves place to imagination of what could be hidden beneath.
"Jㅡjong ?"
But he isn't answering. He has that ... wild ? thing in his eyes, that makes Kibum shudder. He has no time to finish his shuddering that Jonghyun his avancing on him. Slowly, predator-like. Looking at him from under his bangs.
Kibum gulps.
"J-jong what are yoㅡ"
Bam.
He is being pinned, back against the wall just after Jonghyun had close the front door with a push of his right leg, and made him back away until trapping him.
"Hi." Jonghyun breathes on his face.
What is this ? Wow, so hot.
"Hm ... Hi ?"
"You like me."
"Whㅡ ?"
"You like me, Kim Kibum."
"Jjong, are you trying to hypnotize me or something ?"
"You know it. I know it."
"I know what ?"
"That you like me."
"I'm not ... I don't ... *breathes* , of course I like you Jonghyun, you're my bestfriend."
"It's okay, I like you too."
"Whuㅡ ?" Why is he so close to my face ? Just one centimeter andㅡ his tongue. The damn tongue.
Just then , after circling his tongue and moistening his lips, Jonghyun pokes between Kibum lips with it.
"You like me."
"What the heㅡ"
"You like me. That's why you are so possesive over nothing."
"Possㅡ ... Whaㅡ ?"
"It's okay. I am too."
"Jjong, what the hell ?"
"You like me. I like you. Want proofs ?"
"Snort. Nonsense. Show me."
Just like that, Jonghyun is kissing him. Kissing him, with his lips, his tongue, his breath ghosting on Kibum's jaw and Kibum is coming undone under him. And Jonghyun likes it. Just when Key starts to respond to the kiss, Jonghyun parts them. Kibum just exhales.
"You like me."
" *exhales* I like you."
And Jonghyun chuckled. He never thought it'd be that easy. Well, he's just hot&cute like that.
"Where you waiting for me ?"
"Whaㅡ ? No. No no no I was'nㅡ"
"You like me."
"I like you."
"And you were waiting for me."
"And I was ... wait. Are you hypnotizing me Kim Jonghyun ?" Puppy face. "Don't you pull that face on me."
"You love it."
"Tch."
And they stayed the next two minutes looking at each other. Key looking at Jonghyun, following his stare. How is it that just the feeling of Jonghyun's stare over his cheekbones, his jawline, his eyebrows, his lips can make his temperature rise like that. *exhales* . His breath on Jjong's face seems to have awoken the older boy.
"So."
"So."
"Now that you like me. And that I like you. You're mine, and I'm yours." He says in a tone that leaves no path for discussion.
"Since when ?"
"Since you like me and Iㅡ"
"Yeah yeah, you like me I like you, I heard that. You said it so much that even if I did not want you'd be implanting the idea in my mind" (A/N : Inception much !?)
"Same thing same."
"Jjong."
"Hm." I'm not even sure he's listening to me. Jonghyun just seemed drawned in his raping-Kibum-with-my-eyes thingy.
"Is this some kind of Valentine's thing ? Since I said I didn't like it and all you're trying to change my mind ? Are you like taking pity on me and since you had fun tonight you don't want me to feel lonely or something ?"
"Nope. Look, it's 00:08am. We're the 15th. So no, it's no Valentine's thing." Jonghyun showed him his wrist's watch, one hand leaving the wall were it had been trapping Key this whole time.
"Tch. You planned this all did you !?"
"Yep." Tch, charming boy. He just couldn't help but smile too at the cuteness.
"Now what ?"
At that, Jonghyun just looked at him, then he trailes his fingertips on Key's skin. From shoulders to his arms. Then BAM! He switched them so that now he was the one with his back on the wall, and Key 'trapping' him. He trailed his fingers back to Key's shoulders, then down his sides, slowly. Very slowly. Feather-like slowly.
Key shuddered.
Then he took one fo Key's hands in his, he kissed the back of it slid a ring on one of Key's fingers. Don't ask him where that ring came from, Key was too drawn in his Jjong's orbs to notice. His. OMG.ZBZ.WTF.BBQ.Mine.*
After the ring was resting around Key's finger, Jjong intwined their hands and with the other he crashed Key's body to his by the waist. Their faces ㅡ lips ㅡ only mere inches apart.
"Now, you have my wings. I can go nowhere. You've trapped me and I have no desire to escape. I'm yours. And yours only. Do what you want of me."
Hearing that, Key was panting. He was drunk already. Drunk of his Jjong's scent, drunk of his Jjong's taned skin, of his sharp jawline, his amazingly too-cute-puppy nose, of his hips pushing against his, of his hand burning around his waist, his fingers intwined with his, his breath ghosting on his face.
Key just leaned and kissed between his Jjong's neck and shoulder. He trailed the tip of his nose on the skin. Drawing a path leading to Jjong's nose, not forgetting to nibled the spot below the older's jawline. He met the tip of his now-lover's nose with his own, eyes half-lidded,
"Mine."
And he made Jonghyun kiss him like he meant it.
Joon was searching for Jonghyun the next morning. He finally spoted him near the lockers, rummaging inside his.
"Hey Jonghyun."
"Hi Joon. Ready for the test ?"
"Bleh, you know how it is. We'll go with talent, and ... pray."
"kkk. So what did you do yesterday ?"
"I took Mir to theㅡ"
BAYM!
He had no time to finish telling to Jonghyun how he had an amazing night that out of nowhere came Key. He took Jonghyun by his collar, crashed himself against the lockers bringing Jonghyun with him. Wow, he was like ... kissing him like his life depended on it. And Jonghyun didn't seem like complaining.
Joon could see Key's left hand crawling from Jjong's collar to tangle in his hair, a ring around one finger. Now if he wasn't already in a relationship he would have envy them. Okey he still envied Jonghyun, he had never been kissed that way. He'd have to have a talk with Mir later today.
Oh, seems like they need some air now. That was a pretty bad ass make out session right there.
"Hi babe."
"Hi." Jonghyun replied, panting softly.
That's when Key looked at Joon like he just noticed the boy was standing there. And with his piercing gaze he mouthed,
"Mine."
And just like that he was gone again. Joon was kind of bewildered, looking at Key as he was catwalking his way amoung the other students. He was brought back to life by Jonghyun punching his shoulder ㅡ half-joking half-serious ㅡ , crossing his arms on his chest,
"Get your eyes off. Mine."
Joon just had to nod, raising his hands in a I-am-innocent-but-I-still-surrender manner.
"Let's go. So what did you do yesterday ?"
Just like that he too was heading to class, in the opposite direction Key had gone. And Jonghyun had that smile on his face.
What the fuck just happened !?
||| WOW. So. If you guys thinks this is rubbish I'll totaly understand you. I think this is pretty random. But it has been in my mind since a long time. And if you want to know, I have this weird possesive thingy. But I hide it because I think people will think I'm too clingy and things. But it only happends to me about some rare persons. Anywaaaay~ . First thing written since my "writer's block" . How do you find it ? Like please tell me 'cause I'm so insecure these days it drives me crazy D: .
Thanks for reading, and if you could not lurk it'll be peurfect. Even if it's just a one-word comment I'd be happy :P .
*Ah yes, this "OMGZBZWTFBBQ" . The OMGWTFBBQ, you know of it. The ZBZ is just something I added myself, I think I heard it somewhere. Dunno. Anyway, my randomness stroke again.
Pairing : Jongkey.
Genre : AU. Romance.
Rating : PG-13.
Disclaim : Jjong is Key's and Bummie is Jonghyun's. Got it !?
Summary : A sorta kinda not Valentine's fic and the weirdness taht is my brain.
Words count : 4539.
A/N : take this 4530+ words and count this as my 'comeback' . Well, if you guys like this that means I'm back in the game.
This is for my baby Alejandra a_l_e_x_i_e_86 . I hope you'll like it. And Gomenasai you all, I'll try to update my other fics soon. I just hope you'll like this, yes !?
Possesive.
4539 words
Jonghyun had know Kibum for almost one year and a half now.
He first met him, the first law lesson in College. He was new to Gwangju and he came from Incheon to do this special major. He wanted to go to a College where he could have both Music and Law as majors. He knew wanting to be a musician was more a dream than everything, even if every one usually praised his voice. That Entertainment world is just a world where even if you succeed, some day you just become a 'has been'. And you have to have a B plan.
And he was glad he chose that one College. He could have gone to Seoul but he prefered going further, to test himself. It would be a good thing to part a bit from his parents and see how they all coped with that. And everything went well. Plus he has a cousin noona who lives here in Gwangju so if there ever was a problem, he still has some to cover him. B plan, as always.
Last school year had been pretty well. Since the first day at school he found friends in the name of Kibum, aka Key, and his bestfriend Minho, and Onew.
Key was the social bee type, while Minho was quieter. Wonder how they ended bestfriend, maybe they complete each other ? It's very rare that Key would be silent, and it's like nowhere near possible to see Minho being loud. Unless he's watching some sport thingy or something. Or whoring around some of the hyungs but that, we'll not say. Onew was the always-radiant type. He would always brighten up your day. Well, if you were in the mood, it'll brighten it, if you were not you'd be blind by his optimism and dazzling smile anyway.
Jonghyun had found a small flat not far from where Kibum had one, they discovered after. He was like one block away from the other and their buildings were as Kibum's flat's window faced Jonghyun's building hall. Soon they ended up spending much time together. Eating with each other some nights. Well, more like Key would cook and Jonghyun would benefit, or Jonghyun would ... no he would just eat Key's food.
"Jjong I am not eating KFC today again, nor any junk food. We ate that Monday. Don't you think once in a week, wait, once in two weeks would be enough ? Nah, leave it I'll cook and it'll be far healthier okay ?!"
And Jonghyun never would complain. He wouldn't mind eating Kibum's healthy food every single time he ate.
They would go to each other's for any single thing. Be it him wanting to show some youtube video to Kibum, or Key showing him the new shoes he bought as soon as he was coming back from the shop. They'll go grocery shopping at the same time. They'll some times do their law homeworks together. And most of the time Jonghyun would come fetch Kibum to go to College together.
Jonghyun had been over happy when almost at the end of the school year, since he was going back to Incheon for summer holidays, Key had invite them to his family house for a weekend together. What made him the most happy that day was Kibum introducing him to his mother as,
"This is one of my bestfriends, Jjoㅡ erm, Jonghyun."
Yes, they had grown close so fast that it was nowhere he would deny Key as one of his bestfriends too. He could read Key like he had always been growing with him. It did not take one day, but as time passed he started to understand Kibum without even him saying the things.
Like, when Kibum had that small frown between his eyebrows, meant he was listening to the lesson and you'd better not disturb him. Whereas when he would pout during one, it just was because everyone's attention was on said lesson, and him being the attentionㅡwhore he was, that just wouldn't do. When Key would be humming while going back home, meant either he was expecting a package from one of his many internet shopping frenzies, or just that he was happy to go home and test a new reciepe. He would drum his fingers on his tighs when someone would be annoying him with his talkings. Biting his lower lip meant he was just about to burst and snap on someone, and you wouldn't want that to happen. To that Jonghyun had taken the habit to just drag the younger boy away.
There was another thing Jonghyun had noticed. And that, was the thing he like the most. Well, he did not pay any attention to it first, but now that he had come to understand what it was, he just thought of himself as a genius. Because that would be the thing that would make Kibum his. Yes, his.
Before this new school year he had not thought of Key that way. In a possible-boyfriend way more than boy-friend way. See what I mean ? . But what happened this summer just made him think and think about it. He had missed spending all his time with Kibum, his other friends seeming not to be enough anymore. He just wanted to be with Key.
He began to think more and more about it. And when they were back to school for another year, having Kibum near him was like breathing again. He began to be more and more aware of himself. How they were always touching each other without even thinking about it. How Key would always take care of him, not that he did not with the others, but with Jonghyun ... it was quite ... special. And Jonghyun was just proud to notice ㅡ again ㅡ that they were always near each other. More than Key was with Minho.
Then he started to be aware of it.
How Kibum would go blank sometimes and turn a bit cold, before warming up to him again. He did not think much of it first, but this was definetely a sign of ... something.
"Ugh, he pisses me off."
"Who ?"
"Nothing."
"Come on, tell me."
"That Joon friend of yours."
"Oh, what did he do ?"
"I ... nothing, okay ? Just leave it."
"Naaaah, tell me. I'm not that much of his friend. We just happen to know each other from some basket ball game. What, is he a 'bad guy' ?"
"No Jjong. Just, he ... nothing. He has done nothing, it's just me okay ? Let it be."
"Okay Bummie~"
Jonghyun thought about it afterwards, and the only thing that was not in their routine that day was that Joon was sitting with them for law lesson that day. During the class period, he had wanted to talk to Key but the younger had his cold/focus face so Jonghyun dare not talk to him for sometime and decided to turn to his left to talk with Joon.
"Bummie, you okay ?"
"Hm."
"Are you sure ? You seem a bit off."
" 'm okay."
"Okaaay ..." What with the weird atmosphere ? He should try again, maybe there isn't anything after all. "What did you do yesterday ?"
"Stayed in bed."
"Really ? You spent all you Wednesday in your bed ? I know we had no school but kkk, you're such a lazy ass."
"Not like you."
"Deh. I was with Onew yesterday, There were some music sheets we needed toㅡ"
"Yeah, he told me."
"Oh. Ahh you should have come."
"Hm."
"..." maybe I should just leave it. Today doesn't seem the good day to have a conversation with his Bummie. His ...
"Jjoooong~ , where were you yesterday ohn !? I thought you ditched class to sleep but when I came to knock at your door yesterday you didn't answer."
"Oh, I was out with Onew. When we left class we did not go home straight forward."
"Oh."
"There were new albums at that shop we use to go and we wanted tㅡ"
"Anyway, I just ... erm ... Ah, wanted my scarf back."
"But, Bummiiiiie~ , I still haven't bought one. You said I can have it until I buㅡ"
"Okay, keep it then. Have to see sunbaenim, see you later."
And like that he was off. He had that blank face again.
"Yeoboseyo ? Omaigod Jjong what the hell happened ?"
"I just slipped kkk. There was ice on the floor and you know how it is."
"You pabo. You okay ? You're back from the hospital already ? I coming like right now!"
"Yah, wait it's 2am and you have your design lessons at eight. What are you even doing awake ?"
"Your text woke me up."
"Aww, I thought you'd see it in the morning. There's no use coming, come after class tomorrow yeah ?"
"No way, I'm coming. See you in two minutes."
"Keㅡ ... Yah. Sigh, why is he so stubborn !? See that ? If I was the one hanging up on him like that he'd soㅡ"
Knock Knock Knock.
Wah, so fast.
"Jo-joon ?"
"Hi Kibum."
"Hi." He was panting, but recovered fast. And that blank face again.
"Bummie don't stay at the door it's going to be cold after."
"I don't think I'll stay long. I just thought you'd need some help. Don't need me as I see."
"Ah ? Yeh, I slipped not far from Joon's house. And I asked him to give me a drive with my car since it was left near his place."
"Hm."
"..." What with the tension again ? "You're not steping inside ? I was expecting you could cooㅡ"
"No time. Have class in few hours remember ? You can call KFC, and Joon will kindly go get that right !? I'm off. See ya."
"..."
"Oh, why did he left like that ? He sounded eager to see you Jonghyun. I think he even ran here, no ?"
"I don't ... I don't know."
Things like that had happened a lot lately. And Jonghyun just had to notice, again, that they were slowly growing apart. Kibum didn't visit him as much as he used to. He should have cared more since I sprained my ankle neh !? But he was not ice cold either. Kibum still talked to him when they were all together. He still went with Jonghyun to College together. They still sat near each other.
But he would be less ... less Bummie-orbiting-around-Jjong than he used to be. He no more automatically went near Jonghyun as he used to. He would not laugh as loudly as he used to do at his jokes. He would not come cooking for him unless Jonghyun proposed to. He was not as lively as he used to be around him anymore. And of course Jonghyun had noticed. He had become aware of them after summer holidays. And now it was February already, so he would know.
Plus Kibum was always hanging with that Taemin kid. Everytime Jonghyun would want to do something, Kibum would already have something planned with the other.
"Why are you so much with him ?"
"He is my hoobae."
"So ..?"
"So it's only normal I'd be with him."
"... " No shit. "Why ?"
"Because as his sunbae I attend his dance classes too, in addition to mine. And it's normal I'd be with him. Plus, I l-like him."
Yes, poke my heart with a needle again.
"You ... You ' l-like ' him ?" He had to mock.
"Of course I do. He's so cute, How can I not ? Oh, have to go. Minnie's finishing his japanese class, have to go take him. See ya."
"Minnie" , Hm.
"Minho. I have to talk to you."
"Oh hi Jonghyun hyung."
"Hi. Can you ... I , I'd like to know something about Key yeah !?"
"Deh go on."
"Since you've been friends since young, you must know ..."
"Know what hyung ?"
"You know, when he does that thing with his face."
"What thing ? He does so much kkk."
"I mean, he'd go ... like ... cold. Blank or something."
"Oh ?"
"And he'll only answer with short sentences, or just 'Hm'. And you how he's so talkative it's like not normal for him to reply like that. He'll be like you've switched an off button on him for like three minutes, then he'll be nomal again."
"Ah. You noticed that hyung ? Wah."
"Oh, you know what I'm talking about ?"
"Yes hyung." Minho had said chuckling. So Jonghyun had not gone crazy yeah !?
"So, what about it ? Tell me."
"It surprises me you had notice hyung."
"Why ?"
"Well, I think he won't be too happy me telling it but ... he's kind of ... possesive ?"
"Possesive ?" Jonghyun had to tilt his head to the side.
"See, Key hyung is just like that. He tends to be kind of oddly possesive with people he cares deeply about. Like, over nothing. Really."
"Go on."
"Well, Hmm ... how can I tell this to you ? He'd be pissed for example if he sees a picture of me with someone other friend of mine and doesn't know when it had been taken."
"Like, he'd be jealous over you ?"
"No. Not jealous. Just ... it's not easy okay ? He told me one day that it happens just like that. When he cares very much about someone he feels ... kind of betrayed when that person stays too much ... no. Hm, does things with others ... erm, no. Not really. I mean, it's not easy. It can be over nothing. He's not my only bestfriend see, I have all the other hyungs too. So I noticed it that when I'd tell him like 'yesterday I was with Nickhun hyung' he'd like answer me with short sentences and be a bit weird. Then he'd be okay a minute-ish after. I have so many hyungs, so I noticed. But how did you ..?"
"Woah, what is this ? Hm. I think I noticed because it happens often these days. He'll be like he seems fine but I just know he's faking it."
"He cares about you, so I think it's normal he would be like that sometimes. But usually it happens to fast to notice, he doesn't sulk too much. And people don't even see it that he is, he hides it pretty well."
"I think this time he did not ? I don't know, I know he is sulking about something but he acts like everything is okay."
"He tries. He told me people would think he is weird if he says/shows it eveytime he feels like that, and people will say he is clingy and things so he never says it. When has he been like that ?"
And Jonghyun told him. And Minho just had to tell him that those moments were just exactly things that could make Kibum's head mess with him.
"But still, you shouldn't have seen it. He usually is very discreet. Took me very long to ask him, and to notice even. Maybe he cares about you more ?"
"Well, I do to."
"You mean ..?"
"I ... I don't know. I just know that right now, him being him without being him does no good to me. I miss him. And I miss his food. And this just won't do."
"..."
"YAH! Why are you laughing ?"
"Hyung, you should see yourself. Pouting and stumping your foot like that."
"Meeeehrong !"
"..."
"Anyway, thank you for telling me this. I thought I was going crazy."
"Don't worry hyung. And you seem to understand him pretty well, took me years to do, and I think maybe ㅡ maybe ㅡ you understand him more than me."
"Of course I do! He's my Bummie !! How could I not ?"
"Yeah yeah, you guys are so compatible."
"What, why ?"
"You are so possesive about him too, I don't even know if you've notice that. Well, you guys are less around each other since ... quite some time in fact, but you should see youselves ! Such a married couple."
"Ugh, you alien frog!"
"What ? I said no wrong."
"I know." He pouted.
"So you want to go for it ?"
"I'll give it some thoughts."
"Fuck, I forgot it was Valentine's day wednesday."
"Why ? Bumie, do you ... y-you have someone t-to ..?"
"Nah. It's just that I have some package to take from a shop in town."
Oh freaking Jesus Christ, *relief sigh*
"And what is it ? You usually love taking them."
"I just don't like going out on Valentine's day."
"Why ?"
"I just don't like all that red everywhere. Like you see roses, hearts balloons, people holding hands, having those dumb smiles and all. It just ... I just don't know what's the point. They could do that any other day too. Why so much PDA ? It's like they'll have a reward for the couple that showed the most that they love each other. They could keep that for home or something. You see every girl with flowers, and others are just looking at them and sulking. Ugh."
"Well, that's because you are not in any relationship. You wouldn't say that otherwise."
"No. I'd still say that. And if I was in one ..." Why is he looking at me like that ? "I would not want to flaunt it outside like that. Why changing only on that particular day ? I'd rather stay at home and cuddle or just enjoy being together with my boyfr-, erm, girlfriend. Just the two of us is better. If we're doing the Valentine's thingy let's do it for ourselves, why buying such expensive things and flaunt it in everyones' faces like that ?"
"Hm." Boyfriend uh !? " But dating a girl, they'll always want to go out and want you to buy them something. It'd be better dating a boy, we guys don't want to be out that much you know."
"..."
"What ? Don't look at me like that. I'm just saying. And I said nothing wrong right !? Look, you're a boy and you don't want to go out. I don't want to too. Isn't that perfect ?"
"D-deh, kinda. S-so ... you mean you're not going out too ?"
"Nah. I have an appointment, so I have to."
"A date."
"An appointment."
"That's what I said, a date."
"Yeah, if you like."
"Someone is lucky."
"It's not like I'm eager to go. Who said I was lucky ?"
"Who said I was talking about you ?"
"..."
"..."
It's 14th February. And as usual, Key is staying at home today. It's just fortunate he does have no class today. Don't want to see that red everywhere. I'm not even butthurt or something, just, I just don't.
But something unsual is Key using his laptop, on the desk in front of his window. Yes, it is odd. He usually stays in bed with his laptop. Proof, even in front of his desk, somehow the laptop just ends on his lap. But what can he do ? The desk is in front of his window. And, though he'll never admit it, he's waiting for Jjong to come back.
He knows the other boy isn't home. He knows he is out. And he knows it's with some Junghee girl. And he just wants to know when and if Jjong will bring said girl to his place. If you dare Kim Jonghyun, Ugh! But he knows he has no real right to react like that. And of cour~se it just is his weird possesiveness that makes him say that.
He'd feel the same for Minho right !? Though with Minho he's immune. He has to be, with all the hyungs that boy whores around. Poor Minnie, wrong move to have some views on that tall alien boy.
8 pm.
9 pm.
10:55 pm.
11 pm.
11:18 pm.
11:33 pm
11ㅡ Oh. He's back. Alone. Well, at least he did not bring her back. Why do I care anyway !? Shesh.
Key leaves his spot in front of the window and turns on his bedside lamp. Closes his computer and lies on his bed. One earphone in his ear. Another 14th alone. Not that he was expecting something else.
Knock Knock Knock.
"Aish, what ?"
When he opens the door, there is Jjong there. In a sleeveless shirt, that just leaves place to imagination of what could be hidden beneath.
"Jㅡjong ?"
But he isn't answering. He has that ... wild ? thing in his eyes, that makes Kibum shudder. He has no time to finish his shuddering that Jonghyun his avancing on him. Slowly, predator-like. Looking at him from under his bangs.
Kibum gulps.
"J-jong what are yoㅡ"
Bam.
He is being pinned, back against the wall just after Jonghyun had close the front door with a push of his right leg, and made him back away until trapping him.
"Hi." Jonghyun breathes on his face.
What is this ? Wow, so hot.
"Hm ... Hi ?"
"You like me."
"Whㅡ ?"
"You like me, Kim Kibum."
"Jjong, are you trying to hypnotize me or something ?"
"You know it. I know it."
"I know what ?"
"That you like me."
"I'm not ... I don't ... *breathes* , of course I like you Jonghyun, you're my bestfriend."
"It's okay, I like you too."
"Whuㅡ ?" Why is he so close to my face ? Just one centimeter andㅡ his tongue. The damn tongue.
Just then , after circling his tongue and moistening his lips, Jonghyun pokes between Kibum lips with it.
"You like me."
"What the heㅡ"
"You like me. That's why you are so possesive over nothing."
"Possㅡ ... Whaㅡ ?"
"It's okay. I am too."
"Jjong, what the hell ?"
"You like me. I like you. Want proofs ?"
"Snort. Nonsense. Show me."
Just like that, Jonghyun is kissing him. Kissing him, with his lips, his tongue, his breath ghosting on Kibum's jaw and Kibum is coming undone under him. And Jonghyun likes it. Just when Key starts to respond to the kiss, Jonghyun parts them. Kibum just exhales.
"You like me."
" *exhales* I like you."
And Jonghyun chuckled. He never thought it'd be that easy. Well, he's just hot&cute like that.
"Where you waiting for me ?"
"Whaㅡ ? No. No no no I was'nㅡ"
"You like me."
"I like you."
"And you were waiting for me."
"And I was ... wait. Are you hypnotizing me Kim Jonghyun ?" Puppy face. "Don't you pull that face on me."
"You love it."
"Tch."
And they stayed the next two minutes looking at each other. Key looking at Jonghyun, following his stare. How is it that just the feeling of Jonghyun's stare over his cheekbones, his jawline, his eyebrows, his lips can make his temperature rise like that. *exhales* . His breath on Jjong's face seems to have awoken the older boy.
"So."
"So."
"Now that you like me. And that I like you. You're mine, and I'm yours." He says in a tone that leaves no path for discussion.
"Since when ?"
"Since you like me and Iㅡ"
"Yeah yeah, you like me I like you, I heard that. You said it so much that even if I did not want you'd be implanting the idea in my mind" (A/N : Inception much !?)
"Same thing same."
"Jjong."
"Hm." I'm not even sure he's listening to me. Jonghyun just seemed drawned in his raping-Kibum-with-my-eyes thingy.
"Is this some kind of Valentine's thing ? Since I said I didn't like it and all you're trying to change my mind ? Are you like taking pity on me and since you had fun tonight you don't want me to feel lonely or something ?"
"Nope. Look, it's 00:08am. We're the 15th. So no, it's no Valentine's thing." Jonghyun showed him his wrist's watch, one hand leaving the wall were it had been trapping Key this whole time.
"Tch. You planned this all did you !?"
"Yep." Tch, charming boy. He just couldn't help but smile too at the cuteness.
"Now what ?"
At that, Jonghyun just looked at him, then he trailes his fingertips on Key's skin. From shoulders to his arms. Then BAM! He switched them so that now he was the one with his back on the wall, and Key 'trapping' him. He trailed his fingers back to Key's shoulders, then down his sides, slowly. Very slowly. Feather-like slowly.
Key shuddered.
Then he took one fo Key's hands in his, he kissed the back of it slid a ring on one of Key's fingers. Don't ask him where that ring came from, Key was too drawn in his Jjong's orbs to notice. His. OMG.ZBZ.WTF.BBQ.Mine.*
After the ring was resting around Key's finger, Jjong intwined their hands and with the other he crashed Key's body to his by the waist. Their faces ㅡ lips ㅡ only mere inches apart.
"Now, you have my wings. I can go nowhere. You've trapped me and I have no desire to escape. I'm yours. And yours only. Do what you want of me."
Hearing that, Key was panting. He was drunk already. Drunk of his Jjong's scent, drunk of his Jjong's taned skin, of his sharp jawline, his amazingly too-cute-puppy nose, of his hips pushing against his, of his hand burning around his waist, his fingers intwined with his, his breath ghosting on his face.
Key just leaned and kissed between his Jjong's neck and shoulder. He trailed the tip of his nose on the skin. Drawing a path leading to Jjong's nose, not forgetting to nibled the spot below the older's jawline. He met the tip of his now-lover's nose with his own, eyes half-lidded,
"Mine."
And he made Jonghyun kiss him like he meant it.
Joon was searching for Jonghyun the next morning. He finally spoted him near the lockers, rummaging inside his.
"Hey Jonghyun."
"Hi Joon. Ready for the test ?"
"Bleh, you know how it is. We'll go with talent, and ... pray."
"kkk. So what did you do yesterday ?"
"I took Mir to theㅡ"
BAYM!
He had no time to finish telling to Jonghyun how he had an amazing night that out of nowhere came Key. He took Jonghyun by his collar, crashed himself against the lockers bringing Jonghyun with him. Wow, he was like ... kissing him like his life depended on it. And Jonghyun didn't seem like complaining.
Joon could see Key's left hand crawling from Jjong's collar to tangle in his hair, a ring around one finger. Now if he wasn't already in a relationship he would have envy them. Okey he still envied Jonghyun, he had never been kissed that way. He'd have to have a talk with Mir later today.
Oh, seems like they need some air now. That was a pretty bad ass make out session right there.
"Hi babe."
"Hi." Jonghyun replied, panting softly.
That's when Key looked at Joon like he just noticed the boy was standing there. And with his piercing gaze he mouthed,
"Mine."
And just like that he was gone again. Joon was kind of bewildered, looking at Key as he was catwalking his way amoung the other students. He was brought back to life by Jonghyun punching his shoulder ㅡ half-joking half-serious ㅡ , crossing his arms on his chest,
"Get your eyes off. Mine."
Joon just had to nod, raising his hands in a I-am-innocent-but-I-still-surrender manner.
"Let's go. So what did you do yesterday ?"
Just like that he too was heading to class, in the opposite direction Key had gone. And Jonghyun had that smile on his face.
What the fuck just happened !?
||| WOW. So. If you guys thinks this is rubbish I'll totaly understand you. I think this is pretty random. But it has been in my mind since a long time. And if you want to know, I have this weird possesive thingy. But I hide it because I think people will think I'm too clingy and things. But it only happends to me about some rare persons. Anywaaaay~ . First thing written since my "writer's block" . How do you find it ? Like please tell me 'cause I'm so insecure these days it drives me crazy D: .
Thanks for reading, and if you could not lurk it'll be peurfect. Even if it's just a one-word comment I'd be happy :P .
*Ah yes, this "OMGZBZWTFBBQ" . The OMGWTFBBQ, you know of it. The ZBZ is just something I added myself, I think I heard it somewhere. Dunno. Anyway, my randomness stroke again.