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Hey everyone-I've decided to start a journal, and since I never seem to keep a consistent one, I shall rely upon the nagging of others to help me keep it. I don't honestly know if this is a good idea since whenever I express what's really on my mind, one of two things happen. Either, people think i'm much stupider than they thought, or they tell me I'm nuts. And well,. not many people like to hang out with a stupid nut. So, let this serve as a reminder that you all have been warned, If you want to keep your current impression of me, stop with this line.
First off, I've been in therapy. Now this seems to be major to a whole lotta people, it's actually helpful in many ways to me. Not to mention being great fodder for stories, and helping me to understand people a heck of a lot better-it serves as a daily reminder to just how much parents can fuck you up. *more on that I'm sure*
*shrugs* I don't know. I don't think i'm all that bad personally, so that's why I take M calling me a nutcase to heart, cause I'm not. Hell, if he remembers at all, he was the one desirous of assistance during most of the relationship. Ah.
But to the thought of the day.
Everything works out in the end. I look back on how many countless hours of hating everything, and surprisingly I feel nothing of that today.I'm still the same problematic Drew, but nonetheless. at the moment, a very happy and contented boddhisatva. -who has a car:-)
First off, I've been in therapy. Now this seems to be major to a whole lotta people, it's actually helpful in many ways to me. Not to mention being great fodder for stories, and helping me to understand people a heck of a lot better-it serves as a daily reminder to just how much parents can fuck you up. *more on that I'm sure*
*shrugs* I don't know. I don't think i'm all that bad personally, so that's why I take M calling me a nutcase to heart, cause I'm not. Hell, if he remembers at all, he was the one desirous of assistance during most of the relationship. Ah.
But to the thought of the day.
Everything works out in the end. I look back on how many countless hours of hating everything, and surprisingly I feel nothing of that today.I'm still the same problematic Drew, but nonetheless. at the moment, a very happy and contented boddhisatva. -who has a car:-)