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[joy_of_color]

i spent the past week or so away from school doing a learning project that was kind of a bust. but im back now at school and in classes again and doing all of my crazy assignments etc.

i have 7 weeks left of school then ill be home
7 weeks

2 weeks here in heredia at my school
2 weeks in niciragua
3 weeks here again finishing up all of my inevitably procrastinated assignments and reports

then home with mom and dad and kevin and julia and milo and danielle and noah and jonas  and the new baby and january and mags and just...home...firmiliar...church....quilting....winter....snow...christmas....unconditional love

things here are good

im not sure if college is where i want to be right now (or ever?)

im having a good time with those fun existential questions that plague my life wherever i go

ive always enjoyed the feeling of a really good poop
you know the kind
ive always kind of thought that that must be what sex is like
a good poop
there is nothing better

im formulating plans for the future
they are extremely lose and flexible plans
i really like that about them. i take pride in their inherent flexibility
i take pleasure in playing with my future in my mind
i cant help but wonder if that is healthy or not. i know that i have gotten to places where it has not been healthy but i feel like what im doing these days is different. i dont feel like i am day dreaming in an unhealthy way right now or to the extreme that i have in the past

good music is good

ill post more later im sure