O my god Catherine's updating!?!?!?!
life has been interesting lately
lots of good stuff
and, of course, just as much not so good stuff
Good Stuff:
-almost graduated
-staying home alone for most of the week was lovely
-ive been listening to good music
-milo is the love of my life
-CRG (aka Women's Group) has been going well i think
-im healthy
-i love the penasacks
-i started the first in a series of self portraits and i like the direction its heading in
-i have many secret projects going on or soon to be going on
-ill be doing a 4 day 3 night hike with my father soon
-Kathy apologized to me directly for all of the stuff she did...
-Danielle is pregnant and starting to show a little
-im half way done my physics project
-my algebra project should be easy and fly by quickly
-my mom is home from the cape
-i havent watched tv in a while and i feel clean for it. and fresh.
-i really enjoy being in my room
-im excited about costa rica
-my blood type is A positive. for some reason that makes me happy
-im looking forward to packing up my room and saving all my goodies for my home when i have one
-the person who i have always been secretly in to is quite possibly in love with someone who makes him happy
-i have wonderful summer plans (quilting, painting, skydiving, yoga, trapeze, hiking, knitting, college preparation, Spanish lessons, banjo...)
-ive been doing a lot of important growing and learning about myself and the world and other people
-ill be home in december and january and hopefully be able to attend the birth of Danielle's third child
-it was wonderful having another dog in the house for a week. Bree is lovely company
-i will soon be working to feel comfortable with my body and how i look
-it is now fathers day and i have an awesome father
-i had an amazing time with aunt sharon and uncle ed in Maryland. aunt sharon is such a good, kind hearted woman
-someone returned my drama sweatshirt to freeman and he gave it to me.
-Ill be all done with school come July
Not so Good Stuff:
-Physics is emotionless
-physics sucks
-i have to get this stupid project done
-i have an algebra project after the physics one is done
-Kathys apology to me was more about kathy then about me
-being around kathy was uncomfortable
-my computer is stupid and old and wont fucking work so i have to use my fathers
-im anxious to grow up. i want a home of my own. i want to start a family
-the person who i have always been secretly in to is quite possibly in love with someone who makes him happy...and she isnt me
-ive been doing a lot of important growing & learning about myself, the world & others....and it is often hard and painful
-i have to wait till July to start all of my amazing summer plans and thats hard
-house guests with big personalities can often feel obtrusive
-Bree barked obnoxiously...often
-Bree is gone now
-I am sometimes unhappy with my body (in a stupid superficial way)
-i am sometimes stupid and superficial
-i dont want to fucking do my physics work
-i dont have anything worth while to give to my dad for fathers day. i got him a $50 gift card to LL Bean.
-when i feel i should be crying i havent and when there is not obvious reason to cry i have been
-i often wish i was pregnant (dont tell anyone though cause it worries my parents and it sounds strange. i cant help it...)
-i wont get my physics project done until monday (hopefully no later than)
-i love my drama sweatshirt but i often find myself not liking wearing it out in public because it is from high school. i hated high school. i hate being thought of as in high school. i feel so beyond that
-I wont be done with school until July
im sure there are things i am forgetting
ill post them if i remember
starting in july i want to hang out with EVERYONE
lots of good stuff
and, of course, just as much not so good stuff
Good Stuff:
-almost graduated
-staying home alone for most of the week was lovely
-ive been listening to good music
-milo is the love of my life
-CRG (aka Women's Group) has been going well i think
-im healthy
-i love the penasacks
-i started the first in a series of self portraits and i like the direction its heading in
-i have many secret projects going on or soon to be going on
-ill be doing a 4 day 3 night hike with my father soon
-Kathy apologized to me directly for all of the stuff she did...
-Danielle is pregnant and starting to show a little
-im half way done my physics project
-my algebra project should be easy and fly by quickly
-my mom is home from the cape
-i havent watched tv in a while and i feel clean for it. and fresh.
-i really enjoy being in my room
-im excited about costa rica
-my blood type is A positive. for some reason that makes me happy
-im looking forward to packing up my room and saving all my goodies for my home when i have one
-the person who i have always been secretly in to is quite possibly in love with someone who makes him happy
-i have wonderful summer plans (quilting, painting, skydiving, yoga, trapeze, hiking, knitting, college preparation, Spanish lessons, banjo...)
-ive been doing a lot of important growing and learning about myself and the world and other people
-ill be home in december and january and hopefully be able to attend the birth of Danielle's third child
-it was wonderful having another dog in the house for a week. Bree is lovely company
-i will soon be working to feel comfortable with my body and how i look
-it is now fathers day and i have an awesome father
-i had an amazing time with aunt sharon and uncle ed in Maryland. aunt sharon is such a good, kind hearted woman
-someone returned my drama sweatshirt to freeman and he gave it to me.
-Ill be all done with school come July
Not so Good Stuff:
-Physics is emotionless
-physics sucks
-i have to get this stupid project done
-i have an algebra project after the physics one is done
-Kathys apology to me was more about kathy then about me
-being around kathy was uncomfortable
-my computer is stupid and old and wont fucking work so i have to use my fathers
-im anxious to grow up. i want a home of my own. i want to start a family
-the person who i have always been secretly in to is quite possibly in love with someone who makes him happy...and she isnt me
-ive been doing a lot of important growing & learning about myself, the world & others....and it is often hard and painful
-i have to wait till July to start all of my amazing summer plans and thats hard
-house guests with big personalities can often feel obtrusive
-Bree barked obnoxiously...often
-Bree is gone now
-I am sometimes unhappy with my body (in a stupid superficial way)
-i am sometimes stupid and superficial
-i dont want to fucking do my physics work
-i dont have anything worth while to give to my dad for fathers day. i got him a $50 gift card to LL Bean.
-when i feel i should be crying i havent and when there is not obvious reason to cry i have been
-i often wish i was pregnant (dont tell anyone though cause it worries my parents and it sounds strange. i cant help it...)
-i wont get my physics project done until monday (hopefully no later than)
-i love my drama sweatshirt but i often find myself not liking wearing it out in public because it is from high school. i hated high school. i hate being thought of as in high school. i feel so beyond that
-I wont be done with school until July
im sure there are things i am forgetting
ill post them if i remember
starting in july i want to hang out with EVERYONE