Oct 12, 2003 20:56
Friend: As defined by Encarta
A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause or movement.
Isn't it funny how loosely this word is used in the modern society? I find it quite humorous! There are so many people that have played me a fool. As a good friend of mine once said, the ones closest to you hurt you the most. You can think someone is a friend, but are they really? What is your definition of a friend? I hope it is similar to mine otherwise, ahh... just forget it.
Want to know something else humorous? It's great how people you hardly ever talk to, know so much about you. They know what you say, and how you meant it because obviously you are dead serious about everything that comes out of your mouth. And then you have those that eavesdrop and then go run their mouths. It's just so wonderful! I love it.. the joy of Wise County! (**sense the sarcasm?**) Actually, I just don't understand.. for instance, I could be in Kentucky for a week.. and something could be said about subject A by subject B... but it doesn't matter, because I said it. No matter who said what about who, it was me. That is how it has been for.. many, many years. And no matter how much I hate it, there is nothing I can do about it.
It doesn't matter anymore. I feel like I am reliving my summer again... and those friends of mine know what I mean. It's not fair, but I guess LIFE just isn't fair.
**OhH** The best part about livejournal is that everyone who reads it has an opinion, and everyone thinks they know exactly what it's about. If I had $100 in hand, I would bet that you don't. Let's just make it easier and don't assume.. we all know what assuming does now don't we?
This, my senior year, has been such a reality check for me. I hate it so much I love it.
You can think of me what you want because of this update. I'm used to criticism. I just felt like I needed to get that out!
AnYwAYs! This weekend was long.. not that it was a bad thing that it was long, but it was. It just felt to continue on and on and on! I have had some family in this weekend.. and it was kind of nice. Only two of them left today.. two are left! I like to see them because I don't get the opportunity to other than in May! You don't realize how much you value their presence until they aren't around to do so anymore. (a harsh reality from March)
...and here is my long, awaited update! I wonder if anyone reads this? Hmm...maybe I'll find out *hint hint*
-Joy