Thank you, Toni
"some people can't comprehend the things that are givin to them in life and sometimes those things are friends, and they can just be best friends one moment and stab you in the back the next moment... I went through it as well. some people don't wanna think that their wrong, they always gotta be right. Your not the bad one, cause we all make mistakes and without those mistakes we wouldn't be anything right now! If it wasn't for licking that lamp, do you think I'd know anything about lights?? nope nope! We learn from our mistakes, so nobody is ALWAYS RIGHT! We all cry, even if it is the smallest or biggest or things. You just gotta stick with what YOU think is right and don't let anybody change your mind!"
I think if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't feel at least a little good right now. I think that I shouldn't change my mind. And I won't, I'm straight with my thoughts. Thank you, Toni.
**
You hurt me for too long. I won't swallow it anymore. It was all deposited in my insides, and now that I'm pouring my fucking self on front of this computer, you're gonna read this, and read this straight. I won't bare your bad mood, I won't bare your whining, you know why? Because I'm tired, of feeling guilty for your issues. I'm tired of reading you writing stuff about me, stuff that I'm not fucking able to do with no one. SEPARATE YOU FROM MY FRIENDS?? They were fucking yours too, and you were the one who always liked to be apart from us when you had those crisis. PPl who know me, know that I would never be able to make something to rough like that. Never.
And think about it, Am I the one who needs to grow up, or the girl who cuts her wrists? Who takes medicine? Who thinks of the ways how to suicide?
Ughhh I'm so fucking tired. I won't apologize anymore, I won't try to make you understand anything. CAUSE YOU HAVE TOO MUCH PROUD INSIDE OF YOU! You can't just see that YOU ARE WRONG!
For now on, I won't touch on this story anymore. I won;t torture myself anymore, reading the bulshits you write on your journal. I won't. I'm tired of wasting tears for you.
I'm sorry, if you're gonna use this post to make a revenge like you did on the first one, if it's not too much to ask, don't do it, ok?
**
Toni, I'll be waiting for you here, and don't forget to call me, k? I molish you a bunch baby!
<3 Jo
"I've wasted so much time on a friend
Too young, too proud to understand
So this is the end."
I think if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't feel at least a little good right now. I think that I shouldn't change my mind. And I won't, I'm straight with my thoughts. Thank you, Toni.
**
You hurt me for too long. I won't swallow it anymore. It was all deposited in my insides, and now that I'm pouring my fucking self on front of this computer, you're gonna read this, and read this straight. I won't bare your bad mood, I won't bare your whining, you know why? Because I'm tired, of feeling guilty for your issues. I'm tired of reading you writing stuff about me, stuff that I'm not fucking able to do with no one. SEPARATE YOU FROM MY FRIENDS?? They were fucking yours too, and you were the one who always liked to be apart from us when you had those crisis. PPl who know me, know that I would never be able to make something to rough like that. Never.
And think about it, Am I the one who needs to grow up, or the girl who cuts her wrists? Who takes medicine? Who thinks of the ways how to suicide?
Ughhh I'm so fucking tired. I won't apologize anymore, I won't try to make you understand anything. CAUSE YOU HAVE TOO MUCH PROUD INSIDE OF YOU! You can't just see that YOU ARE WRONG!
For now on, I won't touch on this story anymore. I won;t torture myself anymore, reading the bulshits you write on your journal. I won't. I'm tired of wasting tears for you.
I'm sorry, if you're gonna use this post to make a revenge like you did on the first one, if it's not too much to ask, don't do it, ok?
**
Toni, I'll be waiting for you here, and don't forget to call me, k? I molish you a bunch baby!
<3 Jo
"I've wasted so much time on a friend
Too young, too proud to understand
So this is the end."