Nov 30, 2009 00:29
I just wanted to nip over and say how sorry I am that I haven't been here so much in the last little while.
I found out that my dear Grandmother had terminal cancer, and within 3 weeks of us finding out, she sadly passed away. It has been a week since she has gone, and we have her funeral on Friday.
Between the time of discovering my Grandmothers illness and her death, I badly broke my left arm, the humerus, to be exact. I have had surgery, a titanium plate and 9 pins has fixed the bone back to how it should be. Needless to say, at this current time, I am in a huge amount of pain, both physically and mentally. Although the painkillers from the hospital can dull the ache in my arm, they can't take away the pain that I have in my heart from losing my beloved Nana, coupled with the fact that today, November 30th, would have been my Grandfathers 92nd Birthday. He passed 17 years ago, and not a day goes by that I don't love and miss him still. I'm hoping that lots of Doctor Who fan fic will get me through the darkest days, when simply allowing myself to cry seems not to work.
Thanks to all of you for your understanding,
Nats x
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