Affecting Me Differently
Recently, I realized how insignificant the affects that negative circumstances in my life have on me. I realized that although I may have come from an environment that may have been substandard and in many ways, damaging to connecting with others on a deeper level, I finally accept the fact that I am not a taker, instead, I believe I am here to give. My experience has taught me a painful lesson in life. I wanted to believe that I can and should expect all that life has to offer me, including (and especially) being understood by others and connecting with others, mutually. I am not meant to have people in my life that I could fall apart in front of and not have them runaway from me - dispose me. But I am meant to be there for others in their darkest hours...helping them to see their light within.