sorry if this sounds cryptic hahaha
its not a really good time to be self-pitying now. my mom is the one having the hardest time, yet im not helping at all. im the worst daughter ever :( she's gotta work and still have to pack food home for me and my father. haiz dunno what to say about my father.
hmm i guess its not really up to me decide stuff. like, to take the time to find what's best for myself and what i really want. i think i dont really have a choice now. i wish i could run away from it all, like go overseas for studies for example, but it seems like i cant. hahaha i can only hope that things will still go my way eventually (a fairly unreasonable thought seeing that time is not on my side, 4 more months to graduation D:)
hmm i guess its not really up to me decide stuff. like, to take the time to find what's best for myself and what i really want. i think i dont really have a choice now. i wish i could run away from it all, like go overseas for studies for example, but it seems like i cant. hahaha i can only hope that things will still go my way eventually (a fairly unreasonable thought seeing that time is not on my side, 4 more months to graduation D:)