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Every step forward sends me 5 steps back. Why the hell can't I just start working towards something better without being immediately pounded into the dirt so hard I don't want to get back up again, because of something brand new that's been waiting around the corner.
It's almost as if God is like, "Oh! Before you go off and do that whole 'better' thing with your life and all, here's some shit I just found under my throne! Take it! I know, I know I shouldn't have! But I really REALLY wanna know if you're serious this time! BYE!"
It's almost as if God is like, "Oh! Before you go off and do that whole 'better' thing with your life and all, here's some shit I just found under my throne! Take it! I know, I know I shouldn't have! But I really REALLY wanna know if you're serious this time! BYE!"