say goodbye and hello
I'm stopping myself from contacting friends whom I haven't hung out with for the longest time. I feel like they might think I'm using them to fill the Pao-shaped void.
...aaaand while I don't think that's the case, I'm kind of suspicious that it's not a far-fetched notion. Marcus used to reply to my texts years ago, "O, what's wrong?" cos he seemed to sense I'd only remember him when Pao and I had a tiff and I had no one else to talk to (or at least no one I wanted to talk with). And regrettably, he was half right. So I made a point to bother him more often and never when Pao and I were having problems.
And anyway, I already know that nobody can fill up a Pao-shaped void. We've been down that road before. Aww!
...aaaand while I don't think that's the case, I'm kind of suspicious that it's not a far-fetched notion. Marcus used to reply to my texts years ago, "O, what's wrong?" cos he seemed to sense I'd only remember him when Pao and I had a tiff and I had no one else to talk to (or at least no one I wanted to talk with). And regrettably, he was half right. So I made a point to bother him more often and never when Pao and I were having problems.
And anyway, I already know that nobody can fill up a Pao-shaped void. We've been down that road before. Aww!