The Struggles Continues
Most of the day, when I am around others I seem like such a "together" and happy person. I am expressing myself authentically in those moments. Authentic because I am not thinking about myself.
Sadness occurs when I am alone and with myself. I am very very sad then.
I am eating my emotions. I need to express them.
Negative emotions are also living in my bones. I can feel it. The heaviness and the intense pain.
I need to start writing again, swimming, talking and allowing myself to connect with friends, cry, and have faith that this time will pass.
I miss him.
I am trying to move forward, in a everyday without effort kind of way.
I miss the way I use to be.
Sadness occurs when I am alone and with myself. I am very very sad then.
I am eating my emotions. I need to express them.
Negative emotions are also living in my bones. I can feel it. The heaviness and the intense pain.
I need to start writing again, swimming, talking and allowing myself to connect with friends, cry, and have faith that this time will pass.
I miss him.
I am trying to move forward, in a everyday without effort kind of way.
I miss the way I use to be.