I'm still scared, afraid of failing, Anticipating, the ride to end. Before the wheels begin to move.
Now before you go all moaning about "oh no...he's in a bad or depressed mood again. Let's see what he's bitching about now..." from the mood of the subject, i'm not depressed. I'm not angry or sad or annoyed. I'm actually kinda happy. I haven't cried in exactly one week and one day, which is actually a pretty long time for the current situation I'm in. I'm working on getting things back to the way they should be. I'm trying to get in touch with old friends, and trying to make some new ones. I sent an email to the parents of my friend in tha marines to try and get a way to talk to him, started back up with a pen pal that I had ignored for so long, I think I fixed Skynet so it won't suddenly restart on me anymore, and I'm working on learning two songs on my guitar. Seven Nation Army by The White Stripes and Holiday by Green Day. Now I've been thinking. What could have caused this sudden jump in my mood? I personally think it's three things. I'm doing more exercise, which apparently helps you feel better overall, I've got my guitar which as cliche as it may sound, I can kind of channel and release any negative feelings I've got, AND the news I recieved that I'm going back to the states for winter. I'm so looking forward to it. I get to see all my Sugar Land friends, and possibly my Tyler ones if I can get a place to crash at. Now I just have to find a way to bring my guitar TO the states, and I'll be in heaven.
Anything else going on.....I basically got the green light on my Spring Break trip to Atlanta with a friend of mine, so I'm looking forward to that. Nothing but me and him going high speeds and rocking out to music while we drive to Atlanta, visit William Street studios, and then drive the fuck BACK! Oh yeah. Gonna be good times. When we get there we plan on doing the "We're not worthy!" bit, Wayne's World style, all for a chance to make the Adult Swim bumps. And then take a tour.
In a couple of days I'm gonna be ordering Dark Light off of Amazon or the HIM site (so I can get the special order off the internet edition). I can't wait! ALSO! I got an email from Apple saying that my iPizzle is on it's way back home!!! I can't wait to welcome my baby back. I've missed it so much.
I think that's it. Oh, thanks for all those who replied to my anonymous thingie, and if you haven't, please do so.
Happy belated Birthday to John Lennon!
Anything else going on.....I basically got the green light on my Spring Break trip to Atlanta with a friend of mine, so I'm looking forward to that. Nothing but me and him going high speeds and rocking out to music while we drive to Atlanta, visit William Street studios, and then drive the fuck BACK! Oh yeah. Gonna be good times. When we get there we plan on doing the "We're not worthy!" bit, Wayne's World style, all for a chance to make the Adult Swim bumps. And then take a tour.
In a couple of days I'm gonna be ordering Dark Light off of Amazon or the HIM site (so I can get the special order off the internet edition). I can't wait! ALSO! I got an email from Apple saying that my iPizzle is on it's way back home!!! I can't wait to welcome my baby back. I've missed it so much.
I think that's it. Oh, thanks for all those who replied to my anonymous thingie, and if you haven't, please do so.
Happy belated Birthday to John Lennon!