Dear Diary
Today is a good day. I am consciously choosing it to be a good day. The phone is ringing and business is good. I have also decided to have someone come in and clean every other week. Yea I know seems like I have a ton of time. NOT! So I can mark off work to clean or cross the money off for one day and pay to have it done BUT I can not continue in chaos. So it is a done deal. I am so excited... having so much work in just laundry I can at least see day light.
I am also feeling good about me. I have my beautiful black dress on and I also choose not to get hair color on it today. It will go swell. What a great word swell. ha ha
Looking so forward to Coven. Changes are coming and I can feel it. new women are coming and sisters are growing.
Yesterday I went with April to see the Metaphysical house for possible Sunday revival. April has her own ideas about involvement outside the Coven. Which open my eyes up to the fact I will only contribute and not be so in charge which is great. I really like outside connections and it helps me refocus my desires. To go looking for something new is not a desire, to focus on the growth of the Coven is. I also have Aphrodite's that will always accommodate our women's Circle and truth be know that is where my heart lies. It was guilty feelings that had me looking out wards. NOW I want to refocus my ideas of having open Circles to women and the help of my Coven to make it happen and allow learning and growth in Goddess who desire that path. Yea, Life is good.
I am basking in my jewelry making as well. Just seems to be more time now the kids are settled in school...
I am also feeling good about me. I have my beautiful black dress on and I also choose not to get hair color on it today. It will go swell. What a great word swell. ha ha
Looking so forward to Coven. Changes are coming and I can feel it. new women are coming and sisters are growing.
Yesterday I went with April to see the Metaphysical house for possible Sunday revival. April has her own ideas about involvement outside the Coven. Which open my eyes up to the fact I will only contribute and not be so in charge which is great. I really like outside connections and it helps me refocus my desires. To go looking for something new is not a desire, to focus on the growth of the Coven is. I also have Aphrodite's that will always accommodate our women's Circle and truth be know that is where my heart lies. It was guilty feelings that had me looking out wards. NOW I want to refocus my ideas of having open Circles to women and the help of my Coven to make it happen and allow learning and growth in Goddess who desire that path. Yea, Life is good.
I am basking in my jewelry making as well. Just seems to be more time now the kids are settled in school...