sadness
Well i feel like a horrible person. I started to have that whole "guy history" talk with justin today... and yeah if i dont tell him the truth we know who will... (josh, oh that wonderful joshua... how i dislike you sometimes!) anyway so justin is apparently friends with josh and yeah wants to have a lil chat with justin tomorrow in class. I did alot of stupid stuff before and especially with josh, i wish i could take back things that i did, but i know i cannt change the past. i just got to move on. Well anyway so now i have to tell justin everything that happened in the past with josh... cause knowing josh he wont leave anything out and he will probably put a lil twist on it too. so i have to be completely honest... i dont want to lie but i think justin will be disappointed and will change his opinion on me. i am so worried! i hate that the past always comes back to bite you in the ass when you least expect it!!!