Lazy....
I feel bad for not working on my religious devotions more. I mean, I think I've spent half the month doing nothing! Shit.
And maybe this is the lesson. To not push Her off, because She is a goddess. Or maybe the lesson is to learn to get back on my high horse. Or maybe the lesson is I'm a fear based person, and all of my laziness is based on fear. I don't know, but oddly enough, I feel like I'm doing somehting by doing nothing. I don't know. I must go and pray to Her.
And maybe this is the lesson. To not push Her off, because She is a goddess. Or maybe the lesson is to learn to get back on my high horse. Or maybe the lesson is I'm a fear based person, and all of my laziness is based on fear. I don't know, but oddly enough, I feel like I'm doing somehting by doing nothing. I don't know. I must go and pray to Her.