twenty first century breakup
a comment made to my ex-girlfriend's Internet diary by me, which she will probably delete, zo for archival purposes
it am v. difficult for me to read an entry like this w/o thinking I am being punished, in some way, whether accidentally or intentionally. And I think you are not so naive as to not know how I would read this: yeah, midnight screening of three-dimensional porn w/ dude(s) who probably want to give you th money shot.
You know? Fuck this passive-aggressive BS. If you're trying to make some more distance between us, FINE. That's what a breakup is for. But you know? You kin jest TELL me: "I don't want to interact w/ you whatsoever, Internet or otherwise." AND I'll stop. You know ah ain't got a problem holding to Zero Contact Policy if that's th way th other person wants it. AND should I even be reading this, in th first place? Probably not, but I wanted to, because ah knowed th contact in RL ain't gonna be much (and will probably diminish even more), and that's difficult enough, and it would be nice to be able to check in and see how you're doing (v. well, I hope, and that's no joke), but if it's gonna be all, "Look how savory and boner-filled is my life w/o MZA" ... ah'm zayin', thet fucking smarts.
"So no one's forcing you to read this."
Yeah, yeah, and ah ain't (@ ALL) trying to censor you, ah ain't come here AGAINST MY WILL or anything--it jest ain't clear to me whether you want me to stay in touch w/ you (@ ALL) or not. In th past, you've always dropped me from yr so-called frenz list (i.e., I wouldn't have been able to read an entry like thiz one), so it was pretty clear that I was being cut out, and that smarted, too, but @ least I knew what was what.
This is really weird and awkward, but it's always been that way, so whatever, asshole.--mza.
Nothing 2 zee here, these ain't th droidz you iz lookin' 4, move along!
No, I don't think I overreacted.
it am v. difficult for me to read an entry like this w/o thinking I am being punished, in some way, whether accidentally or intentionally. And I think you are not so naive as to not know how I would read this: yeah, midnight screening of three-dimensional porn w/ dude(s) who probably want to give you th money shot.
You know? Fuck this passive-aggressive BS. If you're trying to make some more distance between us, FINE. That's what a breakup is for. But you know? You kin jest TELL me: "I don't want to interact w/ you whatsoever, Internet or otherwise." AND I'll stop. You know ah ain't got a problem holding to Zero Contact Policy if that's th way th other person wants it. AND should I even be reading this, in th first place? Probably not, but I wanted to, because ah knowed th contact in RL ain't gonna be much (and will probably diminish even more), and that's difficult enough, and it would be nice to be able to check in and see how you're doing (v. well, I hope, and that's no joke), but if it's gonna be all, "Look how savory and boner-filled is my life w/o MZA" ... ah'm zayin', thet fucking smarts.
"So no one's forcing you to read this."
Yeah, yeah, and ah ain't (@ ALL) trying to censor you, ah ain't come here AGAINST MY WILL or anything--it jest ain't clear to me whether you want me to stay in touch w/ you (@ ALL) or not. In th past, you've always dropped me from yr so-called frenz list (i.e., I wouldn't have been able to read an entry like thiz one), so it was pretty clear that I was being cut out, and that smarted, too, but @ least I knew what was what.
This is really weird and awkward, but it's always been that way, so whatever, asshole.--mza.
Nothing 2 zee here, these ain't th droidz you iz lookin' 4, move along!
No, I don't think I overreacted.