Drowning in my own spit, the fire rises, and taste of your lips burns inside.
Life, to me, is like a big ball of confusion, and within it, there I am, tangled in my own emotions, and bad situations that have not end, and good ones that do.
While I sit and meditate, I think of things I shouldn't be thinking of; they are dead to me, but a stream of life follows those horrible pieces from my past, and waves them in front of my face, claiming I will never be someone better, someone who change the world, his own world.
I have come a long way since sophomore year - shit, I am senior and taking charge of my life, but I seem to not acknowledge this fact. Or is this just fake? Me coming to my senses, changing my lifestyle, and notions regarding life? Has this really happened or will it just fade away?
I have no fucking idea, but I better get some confidence and self-motivation soon, because the door to my future is slowly but surely opening, and it's expecting someone better than what I am now, someone assure of his potential, someone who has no fear of becoming himself, and ruling his world, a chasing after the wind.
On another token (God! Don't you just hate that fucking shitty-ass transition? I do.), yeah, school is like, whatever. Ah! All the academics, all the learning, all that needs to be learned gets me fucking hard...
Yeah. Things are going smoothly in Journalism; I could not ask for a better staff. I am the Psychology Club Vice President, and I assure you, this will the the club's Golden Age!
I joined UIL Current Events; it sounds pretty exciting, I can't wait!
Yeah.
I am going to the doctor's today. I was like, very itchy yesterday night, and I have to talk to him about my Veganism, and other shit.
Oh, yeah! I am a fucking Vegan now! lmao...
Prince Vegan IS IN THE HOUSE!
Yeah.
Life has its ups and downs; hopefully, I will pull through.
While I sit and meditate, I think of things I shouldn't be thinking of; they are dead to me, but a stream of life follows those horrible pieces from my past, and waves them in front of my face, claiming I will never be someone better, someone who change the world, his own world.
I have come a long way since sophomore year - shit, I am senior and taking charge of my life, but I seem to not acknowledge this fact. Or is this just fake? Me coming to my senses, changing my lifestyle, and notions regarding life? Has this really happened or will it just fade away?
I have no fucking idea, but I better get some confidence and self-motivation soon, because the door to my future is slowly but surely opening, and it's expecting someone better than what I am now, someone assure of his potential, someone who has no fear of becoming himself, and ruling his world, a chasing after the wind.
On another token (God! Don't you just hate that fucking shitty-ass transition? I do.), yeah, school is like, whatever. Ah! All the academics, all the learning, all that needs to be learned gets me fucking hard...
Yeah. Things are going smoothly in Journalism; I could not ask for a better staff. I am the Psychology Club Vice President, and I assure you, this will the the club's Golden Age!
I joined UIL Current Events; it sounds pretty exciting, I can't wait!
Yeah.
I am going to the doctor's today. I was like, very itchy yesterday night, and I have to talk to him about my Veganism, and other shit.
Oh, yeah! I am a fucking Vegan now! lmao...
Prince Vegan IS IN THE HOUSE!
Yeah.
Life has its ups and downs; hopefully, I will pull through.