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(screened) deadlyanthrax February 17 2010, 11:51:08 UTC
I'm sorry, you have to know that I didn't want to go. We need to talk. I haven't left you, I just can't be there right now.

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Re: (screened) journal_etc February 17 2010, 12:03:54 UTC
Oh bla bla bla. Contradictions R Us. Haven't you anything better do do? Why don't you go and give your halo another quick polish? Or is the brass starting to show through?

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(screened) deadlyanthrax February 17 2010, 12:10:08 UTC
I shouldn't have said anything, you're right, but I only did it because I haven't stopped crying and I can't talk to anyone about it here because I don't want my family to get the wrong stupid idea and blame you when it's not your fault. I would never let anyone on here tell me that I was better off without you because I'm not. I want to work this out, I have nothing more important than that. I'm at my brother's house now, I'll send you the number in case you need to call me.

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(screened) journal_etc February 17 2010, 12:23:50 UTC
Oh Yes cant have mummy and daddy get the wrong idea but absolutely everyone else in the world that's perfectly fine. You would never? You openly invite them to do so. Did it stop you crying then? Did it change a fucking thing? Or did it achieve all the melodrama you so desperately seek? Don't bullshit a bullshitter- you knew exactly what would happen and how people would react to that post you're an intelligent woman or so I thought, not some silly little girl. So stop acting like one. I have given up so so much for you and it was never enough, not for a second.

You should be at home talking to me about it. But once again I am poor substitute for your internet legions. Quelle Surprise.

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(screened) deadlyanthrax February 17 2010, 12:28:52 UTC
We're not going to do anything except talk in circles here so I'll leave you be for now. I love you and I'm sorry, I don't know what else I can say right now, but I hope you believe that much.

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