[multichapter] I want to turn around, but I can't come back (6/17)
Title: I want to turn around, but I can't come back ~ Chapter 6
Pairing: Ryoda, Junda (for later chapters)
Raiting: NC-17
Genre: romance, angst, fluff(?)
Beta: lovely kat_h_chan !!! <3
Summary: Tatsuya loves Ryo, Ryo wants sex.
Disclaimer: I don't own them!
chapter 1
chapter 2
chapter 3
chapter 4
chapter 5
The week passed quite quickly and with every day that run by, Ryo felt more and more nervous. When he had received Ueda's mail, saying that he agreed to meet him, Ryo's heart had felt like it skipped a beat and his hands got all sweaty all of a sudden. Of course it was clear to him that he wanted to fuck Ueda no matter what, but the part before drove him crazy. He should go and have dinner with him? He cursed that he didn’t think more about that before, because the mere thought of it was hard. Wasn't it going to be an awkward situation to be in a restaurant with Ueda? He wondered about how this was going to be. And even more he wondered why the heck he thought about that. He had never cared about Ueda that much, why now all of a sudden? But to Ryo it seemed like there wasn't enough time to think about that, because within no time it was Saturday, 7 p.m. And he was already ringing the doorbell of Ueda's apartment. He heard light footsteps inside and after a short while Ueda opened the door.
“Hey… N-Nishikido-kun?” he said slowly.
“Ryo is just fine.” Ryo said and tried to smile brightly to hide his nervousness. “Hello Tatsuya.”
Tatsuya was smiling now, too and Ryo couldn't help but recognize his sparkling eyes and the perfect curve of his lips that made him gulp hard.
“Let's go!” He mumbled silently and the two of them went down to his car. Ryo drove them to his favorite restaurant, because really, he had been thinking about what he could give to Tatsuya to make it a nice evening for him. He didn't know why. He really didn't know. He had done it without any logical reason. He had just done it. To Ryo's relief, it was not really awkward to be with Tatsuya. They found things to talk about rather quickly and so the evening passed really smoothly. But from time to time Ryo found himself staring at the way Tatsuya smiled, the way he shook his head when he laughed, the way he tilted his head to the side when he wondered about something. He was just...adorable! Ryo shook his head to get rid of these ridiculous thoughts. They had just finished dinner and it was really time to go home now Ryo thought with a smug grin on his lips. Even Tatsuya's presence aroused him so he had to do something about that!
“I can bring you home Tatsuya, okay?” he asked.
“Oh, thank you Ryo!” Tatsuya said and again there was this cute smile that made Ryo feel in horny heaven. He more or less shoved Tatsuya into his car and got both of them back to Tatsuya's apartment.
When they were back and in front of Tatsuya's door, Tatsuya turned around and smiled at Ryo. He opened the door.
“Thank you Nishikido!” he said and wanted to go inside when Ryo grabbed his hips, pushed him in and kissed him hard on the lips. Ryo felt how Tatsuya tensed. Of course he didn't get what was going on. Or maybe he did, but Ryo didn't care about it. All that was in his mind was to feel those plush lips on his own. With one foot he kicked the door shut while his hands were busy tugging Tatsuya's hair to bring him closer and closer, to smell his scent, to feel his soft skin and everything that belonged to him. Ryo was so glad that he wasn't drunk this time, he already felt like he had missed a lot the last time he had been with Tatsuya. He pressed Tatsuya against the doorway's wall and kissed him senseless. Tatsuya's body was tensed like hell and Ryo could feel it. He kissed him softer and let his hands slip under Tatsuya's shirt and slowly stroked his abs to comfort him a bit. Ryo felt him relax bit by bit and somewhat shyly Tatsuya finally kissed back. This shocked Ryo in a way. He hadn't expected Tatsuya to give in that quickly. But who was he to care about that now? He had that guy he wanted in front of him and now he would ravish him no matter what!
He pushed Tatsuya's shirt up, pulled it over his head and threw it aside carelessly. Tatsuya looked at Ryo with hazy eyes, his bangs loosely falling into his eyes. Ryo paused a second and looked into his eyes. He saw something there he hadn't seen before in a man's eyes and it confused him, so he quickly lowered his gaze back down and attacked Tatsuya's chest with his mouth. He lapped his tongue over one of his nipples and was rewarded with a soft, strangled moan coming from the very back of Tatsuya's throat. Ryo felt this sound rushing directly to his cock and he wanted to hear much more of it. He let his hands roam over Tatsuya's tanned chest, licked the crook of his neck and planted butterfly kisses all over the others jaw. He felt Tatsuya weakly tugging on the rim of his own pullover and got the hint, so he took it off and threw it on the floor just to be back with his hands and lips all over Tatsuya's skin. When he let his lips wander over Tatsuya's belly a small moan escaped from Tatsuya's mouth making his abs shiver a bit against Ryo's lips. That feeling mad him moan and his self-control was completely torn apart. He grabbed Tatsuya's hips, lifted him up and carried him through the doorway into the living room.
“Bedroom?” he asked shortly.
Tatsuya just pointed at one of the doors too heavily breathing to speak and Ryo pushed the door open and let Tatsuya unceremoniously fall down onto the big bed. He crawled upon him and pressed a short and hard kiss on his lips before going back down, licking wet paths all over Tatsuya's chest and abdomen. Then he quickly moved on to Tatsuya's pants, pulling them down quickly. He slowly closed his hands around Tatsuya's still clothed erection, obviously driving him insane. He moaned unconsciously and bucked his hips up to make Ryo give him some more friction. Ryo ran his thumb over the tip and went on to the rim of Tatsuya's boxers to get rid of them. Once they were out of his way, he began pumping Tatsuya at a maddening slow pace. Just because of that, he could adore the view of him, all flustered and desperate. His eyes were closed in pleasure and Ryo just couldn't hold back anymore. He got up, stripped himself from his remaining pieces of clothes and got the lube he had brought from the pocket of his jeans.
“Turn around!” he commanded harshly and while Tatsuya complied, Ryo thought that he might have seen a bit of the thing he hadn't been able to identify earlier in his eyes. He was stunned for a second, but then he realized that he had Tatsuya's amazing ass just right in front of him and in a mere second his brain said good bye and his focus was right back to the sex.
He poured some lube on his fingers and shoved two of them roughly into Tatsuya, getting a sharp cry of pain for that. To his own surprise Tatsuya's discomfort affected him and he slowed down to make sure that Tatsuya got at least a bit of proper preparation. In a hurry he prepared himself and entered Tatsuya from behind. He tried hard to stay still for a bit to give the other time to adjust, but the way Tatsuya's walls clamped down on him and the heat inside him...he couldn't hold himself very long! He started to thrust in and out and Tatsuya's cries - now full of pleasure - amazed him and he tried to make them louder and louder.
“AHHHHHH RYO!” Tatsuya screamed and Ryo knew that he had found the very spot he had been aiming for.
“More....Ryo...more...touch me!”
Ryo only did that, because he knew that he wasn't going to last long either. He increased his pace and pumped Tatsuya's heavy erection just in time.
“Tatsuya...Tatsuya...!” he moaned and seconds later Tatsuya came with a loud moan all over Ryo's hands, causing himself to become even tighter around Ryo. Ryo pushed himself all through the tight muscles and it felt so good. He heard himself moan loudly and with one last strangled cry of Tatsuya's name he came inside him.
Ryo weakly pulled out of Tatsuya, exhausted by the strong orgasm that had ripped through his body.
“Tatsuya?” he whispered, but he got no answer. The other must have been as exhausted as Ryo because he could hear his breath evening out slowly and he fell asleep. Ryo watched his peaceful face and for a second he thought that he should lie down and sleep here with Tatsuya. But he couldn't do that! He couldn't stay with a man! He quickly got up, before those thoughts might come back again, cleaned himself and the mess up and was ready to leave. Just before he got out he quickly pulled a blanket over Tatsuya's naked body and waved goodbye to the sleeping figure that seemed so small in the big bed.
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To be continued....
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I'm sorry, I needed much more time to write this chapter than I originally planned. I was in the middle of writing when something happend that made me more or less lose my ,use to write anything. Anyhow, I needed a real break before I could go on so yeah...
I hope everybody enjoys reading! :)
Pairing: Ryoda, Junda (for later chapters)
Raiting: NC-17
Genre: romance, angst, fluff(?)
Beta: lovely kat_h_chan !!! <3
Summary: Tatsuya loves Ryo, Ryo wants sex.
Disclaimer: I don't own them!
chapter 1
chapter 2
chapter 3
chapter 4
chapter 5
The week passed quite quickly and with every day that run by, Ryo felt more and more nervous. When he had received Ueda's mail, saying that he agreed to meet him, Ryo's heart had felt like it skipped a beat and his hands got all sweaty all of a sudden. Of course it was clear to him that he wanted to fuck Ueda no matter what, but the part before drove him crazy. He should go and have dinner with him? He cursed that he didn’t think more about that before, because the mere thought of it was hard. Wasn't it going to be an awkward situation to be in a restaurant with Ueda? He wondered about how this was going to be. And even more he wondered why the heck he thought about that. He had never cared about Ueda that much, why now all of a sudden? But to Ryo it seemed like there wasn't enough time to think about that, because within no time it was Saturday, 7 p.m. And he was already ringing the doorbell of Ueda's apartment. He heard light footsteps inside and after a short while Ueda opened the door.
“Hey… N-Nishikido-kun?” he said slowly.
“Ryo is just fine.” Ryo said and tried to smile brightly to hide his nervousness. “Hello Tatsuya.”
Tatsuya was smiling now, too and Ryo couldn't help but recognize his sparkling eyes and the perfect curve of his lips that made him gulp hard.
“Let's go!” He mumbled silently and the two of them went down to his car. Ryo drove them to his favorite restaurant, because really, he had been thinking about what he could give to Tatsuya to make it a nice evening for him. He didn't know why. He really didn't know. He had done it without any logical reason. He had just done it. To Ryo's relief, it was not really awkward to be with Tatsuya. They found things to talk about rather quickly and so the evening passed really smoothly. But from time to time Ryo found himself staring at the way Tatsuya smiled, the way he shook his head when he laughed, the way he tilted his head to the side when he wondered about something. He was just...adorable! Ryo shook his head to get rid of these ridiculous thoughts. They had just finished dinner and it was really time to go home now Ryo thought with a smug grin on his lips. Even Tatsuya's presence aroused him so he had to do something about that!
“I can bring you home Tatsuya, okay?” he asked.
“Oh, thank you Ryo!” Tatsuya said and again there was this cute smile that made Ryo feel in horny heaven. He more or less shoved Tatsuya into his car and got both of them back to Tatsuya's apartment.
When they were back and in front of Tatsuya's door, Tatsuya turned around and smiled at Ryo. He opened the door.
“Thank you Nishikido!” he said and wanted to go inside when Ryo grabbed his hips, pushed him in and kissed him hard on the lips. Ryo felt how Tatsuya tensed. Of course he didn't get what was going on. Or maybe he did, but Ryo didn't care about it. All that was in his mind was to feel those plush lips on his own. With one foot he kicked the door shut while his hands were busy tugging Tatsuya's hair to bring him closer and closer, to smell his scent, to feel his soft skin and everything that belonged to him. Ryo was so glad that he wasn't drunk this time, he already felt like he had missed a lot the last time he had been with Tatsuya. He pressed Tatsuya against the doorway's wall and kissed him senseless. Tatsuya's body was tensed like hell and Ryo could feel it. He kissed him softer and let his hands slip under Tatsuya's shirt and slowly stroked his abs to comfort him a bit. Ryo felt him relax bit by bit and somewhat shyly Tatsuya finally kissed back. This shocked Ryo in a way. He hadn't expected Tatsuya to give in that quickly. But who was he to care about that now? He had that guy he wanted in front of him and now he would ravish him no matter what!
He pushed Tatsuya's shirt up, pulled it over his head and threw it aside carelessly. Tatsuya looked at Ryo with hazy eyes, his bangs loosely falling into his eyes. Ryo paused a second and looked into his eyes. He saw something there he hadn't seen before in a man's eyes and it confused him, so he quickly lowered his gaze back down and attacked Tatsuya's chest with his mouth. He lapped his tongue over one of his nipples and was rewarded with a soft, strangled moan coming from the very back of Tatsuya's throat. Ryo felt this sound rushing directly to his cock and he wanted to hear much more of it. He let his hands roam over Tatsuya's tanned chest, licked the crook of his neck and planted butterfly kisses all over the others jaw. He felt Tatsuya weakly tugging on the rim of his own pullover and got the hint, so he took it off and threw it on the floor just to be back with his hands and lips all over Tatsuya's skin. When he let his lips wander over Tatsuya's belly a small moan escaped from Tatsuya's mouth making his abs shiver a bit against Ryo's lips. That feeling mad him moan and his self-control was completely torn apart. He grabbed Tatsuya's hips, lifted him up and carried him through the doorway into the living room.
“Bedroom?” he asked shortly.
Tatsuya just pointed at one of the doors too heavily breathing to speak and Ryo pushed the door open and let Tatsuya unceremoniously fall down onto the big bed. He crawled upon him and pressed a short and hard kiss on his lips before going back down, licking wet paths all over Tatsuya's chest and abdomen. Then he quickly moved on to Tatsuya's pants, pulling them down quickly. He slowly closed his hands around Tatsuya's still clothed erection, obviously driving him insane. He moaned unconsciously and bucked his hips up to make Ryo give him some more friction. Ryo ran his thumb over the tip and went on to the rim of Tatsuya's boxers to get rid of them. Once they were out of his way, he began pumping Tatsuya at a maddening slow pace. Just because of that, he could adore the view of him, all flustered and desperate. His eyes were closed in pleasure and Ryo just couldn't hold back anymore. He got up, stripped himself from his remaining pieces of clothes and got the lube he had brought from the pocket of his jeans.
“Turn around!” he commanded harshly and while Tatsuya complied, Ryo thought that he might have seen a bit of the thing he hadn't been able to identify earlier in his eyes. He was stunned for a second, but then he realized that he had Tatsuya's amazing ass just right in front of him and in a mere second his brain said good bye and his focus was right back to the sex.
He poured some lube on his fingers and shoved two of them roughly into Tatsuya, getting a sharp cry of pain for that. To his own surprise Tatsuya's discomfort affected him and he slowed down to make sure that Tatsuya got at least a bit of proper preparation. In a hurry he prepared himself and entered Tatsuya from behind. He tried hard to stay still for a bit to give the other time to adjust, but the way Tatsuya's walls clamped down on him and the heat inside him...he couldn't hold himself very long! He started to thrust in and out and Tatsuya's cries - now full of pleasure - amazed him and he tried to make them louder and louder.
“AHHHHHH RYO!” Tatsuya screamed and Ryo knew that he had found the very spot he had been aiming for.
“More....Ryo...more...touch me!”
Ryo only did that, because he knew that he wasn't going to last long either. He increased his pace and pumped Tatsuya's heavy erection just in time.
“Tatsuya...Tatsuya...!” he moaned and seconds later Tatsuya came with a loud moan all over Ryo's hands, causing himself to become even tighter around Ryo. Ryo pushed himself all through the tight muscles and it felt so good. He heard himself moan loudly and with one last strangled cry of Tatsuya's name he came inside him.
Ryo weakly pulled out of Tatsuya, exhausted by the strong orgasm that had ripped through his body.
“Tatsuya?” he whispered, but he got no answer. The other must have been as exhausted as Ryo because he could hear his breath evening out slowly and he fell asleep. Ryo watched his peaceful face and for a second he thought that he should lie down and sleep here with Tatsuya. But he couldn't do that! He couldn't stay with a man! He quickly got up, before those thoughts might come back again, cleaned himself and the mess up and was ready to leave. Just before he got out he quickly pulled a blanket over Tatsuya's naked body and waved goodbye to the sleeping figure that seemed so small in the big bed.
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To be continued....
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I'm sorry, I needed much more time to write this chapter than I originally planned. I was in the middle of writing when something happend that made me more or less lose my ,use to write anything. Anyhow, I needed a real break before I could go on so yeah...
I hope everybody enjoys reading! :)