Four Years
I put my life on hold for you. I gave up opportunities to spend time with you. For so long I sacrificed who I am and what I want so that I could give you the love I felt you deserved. You sucked me in and lead me astray. Whether it was willingly or not I may never know. But you did. And now here I am. Starting over. I lost all of that because I thought you meant more. You were my life and my future. But my drive has been stirred up again. I know what I want and I'm going to fucking get it. I am sad that you are no longer in my life but so excited that these chains are broken. I will not die old with regret. Cameras will flash for me.