In My Mind
Lost in my own world
A world that's so cold
I'm drowning in my self vanity
I try to cover it all up as
my fake eye lash falls to the floor
I need more! I need more...
I use lavish amounts and yet
it doesn't count
the pain won't go away...
I'm shivering again today
I think it's getting worse
I'm starting to see dirt!
If you were to look at me
you'd probably just see a women's face
but when I look at me
all I see is a disgrace
a waste of space
A worthless person, that I try to hide
behind fake pride and cosmetic lines
don't know how I got this way
I don't know who made me this way
It's no one's fault but mines
It's about time that I find the Answer
to this curse that you may not see
haunting me~
-Autumn R