Oct 20, 2005 16:44
I just wrote an entry and it got deleted somehow when I pressed a button on my keyboard. Whatever. So, instead of trying to recapture the lost glory of the poignant description of my tragically depressing week giving way to feelings of contentment, relaxation and hope I will make it brief.
I like it when it stops raining when it's been pouring for a week straight.
I like deciding that Sara and I will be roommates next year...and talking about who can come with us and who can't.
I like it when I get a last minute visitor.
I like not waking up alone.
I like waking up and not feeling as though getting out of bed and going into the real world will result in nothing but disappointment, struggling and tears.
I like getting through a day without crying, wanting to give up, throwing things or lashing out at anyone unnecessarily.
I like me. Today I really, really like me. I don't know specifically what it is I like, but it's not the time to nitpick.
What a change has taken place.
I hope this feeling lasts at least through to the end of the weekend.