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Wow- I can't believe it's thursday already! This has been one hell of a work, it seems that every day gets a bit more challenging, especially because every morning I wake up a little more sore and still have to do even More physical work than the previous day. I LOVE IT!!!
I feel challenged both mentally and physically, and though I realize that fairly soon I'll be doing the mental stuff naturally (no more challenge) that's when I can start putting on my music - they already say I can, but I am choosing not to until I feel like I have it all down- so then I'll be back to 'comfortable work' again.
For now though, I finish work and kinda feel numb/tired all the way home- suddenly, hey, I'm in the driveway! I force myself to stay up and do housework or anything to keep moving until I can let myself go to bed. Yeah, I'm an old fart for going to bed at 11 or 12 when I'm getting up at 7-7:30, but I'm working hard all day, dammit! hehe.. I am sorry to those of you I'm not chatting with lately, I haven't even opened my chat programs this week. Frankly, even those happy conversations with people I'm insanely close with still take energy, and tact, and thinking... 3 things that just aren't working right now!
I have energy from about 8:30AM to like.. 3:30... then I'm in robot mode until the next morning. Haha
I'm sure Rat Dog tomorrow night (if it happens) will be a haze. A fun, exhausted haze. YAY for sleeping in on Saturday!!!
Apparently I'm house and pet sitting for the next two weeks, I'm not sure how I feel about it. Sadie is coming with me and she is going to hate it but Hell, it's $200 and a free place (and all the perishable food can be eaten, and more cuddly cat goodness to enjoy, I hope! )
Ok... I'm about to fall asleep in my chair so I'm gonna go do some house work. Yay for catbox scooping! haha
I feel challenged both mentally and physically, and though I realize that fairly soon I'll be doing the mental stuff naturally (no more challenge) that's when I can start putting on my music - they already say I can, but I am choosing not to until I feel like I have it all down- so then I'll be back to 'comfortable work' again.
For now though, I finish work and kinda feel numb/tired all the way home- suddenly, hey, I'm in the driveway! I force myself to stay up and do housework or anything to keep moving until I can let myself go to bed. Yeah, I'm an old fart for going to bed at 11 or 12 when I'm getting up at 7-7:30, but I'm working hard all day, dammit! hehe.. I am sorry to those of you I'm not chatting with lately, I haven't even opened my chat programs this week. Frankly, even those happy conversations with people I'm insanely close with still take energy, and tact, and thinking... 3 things that just aren't working right now!
I have energy from about 8:30AM to like.. 3:30... then I'm in robot mode until the next morning. Haha
I'm sure Rat Dog tomorrow night (if it happens) will be a haze. A fun, exhausted haze. YAY for sleeping in on Saturday!!!
Apparently I'm house and pet sitting for the next two weeks, I'm not sure how I feel about it. Sadie is coming with me and she is going to hate it but Hell, it's $200 and a free place (and all the perishable food can be eaten, and more cuddly cat goodness to enjoy, I hope! )
Ok... I'm about to fall asleep in my chair so I'm gonna go do some house work. Yay for catbox scooping! haha