the blows, they just keep coming.
Sometimes when you work really hard for something, put in a lot of effort and hours, try your very best, and yet still it comes and hits you in the face saying "nah, if it ain't yours it ain't yours." you hurt.
two months. two months I've laid out for that fucking internship.
and what do i get for it?
a fucking 75. not even a B+.
and A? A is 5 marks away. 5 impossible marks away.
what's worse is that everyone else is getting an A.
even closing in on A+.
makes me think.
what have I done wrong?
was I not enthusiastic enough? Did i not deliver the goods?
DID I NOT PUT IN EFFORT?
perhaps this is God's way of telling me,
"Jo, there aint anymore As coming your way. Be prepared for a life of Bs and mediocrity."
well, Jo's not ready. and she'll never be.
two months. two months I've laid out for that fucking internship.
and what do i get for it?
a fucking 75. not even a B+.
and A? A is 5 marks away. 5 impossible marks away.
what's worse is that everyone else is getting an A.
even closing in on A+.
makes me think.
what have I done wrong?
was I not enthusiastic enough? Did i not deliver the goods?
DID I NOT PUT IN EFFORT?
perhaps this is God's way of telling me,
"Jo, there aint anymore As coming your way. Be prepared for a life of Bs and mediocrity."
well, Jo's not ready. and she'll never be.