Jan 04, 2006 21:53
apparently i get really stressed when i come home. here is how:
*I can't sleep at night. I wake up multiple times and have a hard time getting back to bed. I try to hold my little KOOSH pillow in my arms but it doesnt always work. I just can't fall asleep...so i end up waking up really early after going to bed really late. yuck.
*I think i chew my tongue at night now. I have serious issues with the rawness of my tongue and i don't know why. It has been a few days of pain, and i want it to go away. However, the little sleep that i do get i am apparently chewing away like a horse. gah.
*Crabbyness is definitely a factor. I am set off by the smallest thing. it is horrible.
*Lying to my parents all the time. I feel badly, but oh well.
*Working 40 hours a week as opposed to only 15 hours of class a week...blegh!
*Distance between me and MU friends
That's pretty much it...but it sucks nonetheless. I just wanna get back to schoo lso that i can sleep at night and not have to worry anymore. I hate living at home. Don't get me wrong, i don't hate my home or family, i just hate living here. Seeing everyone from MU last night made me realize just how much i miss it and how much i would give anything to be able to just skip the next 11 days and just go back...
I love ya'll....adios al mundo...........