If We Both Come Clean Maybe Then You Can Please Me
Author: jossiebabyahh, but a present for ansuka
Pairing: Changmin/FC
Length: One-Shot
Rating: R?
Summary: Come back, baby, please don't go.
Blahhhhhh: Ansuka, I hope you like this very much.
I tried to follow the song plot
as much as i could. And i did go for the prostitute theme.
if theres any errors do tell me , love. =))))
Nande?
I've never seen the night so bright and melancholy. But somehow it makes me happy to feel this kind of emotions. I haven't felt anything for a while.
Nande?
It comes and it goes, those memories of you whispering to me, " I'm just a whore."
But its not like this.
The night wasn't meant for you and the streets weren't meant for you to understand. You chose lies over love.
But that's all you knew. Lies.
But if this feeling inside me is a lie then why am I searching for you as if you were mine from the begginging? I want to feel that again.
I remember that feeling clearly but I frown as if you weren't the best lover. You were and you knew it.
"Have you ever tried to kiss the sky? Have you ever tried to stand still in the middle of a subway rush? Once I did but couldn't for long because I got pushed around a lot. I'm overly fragile."
I knew who you were then.
You were that girl with that smile and that insanity with short black hair and black olive eyes.
I wanted you.
It was silly really, you telling me your dreams in the middle of a dance floor. It felt electronic to have you so close to me rubbing yourself through my canvas. You didn't know what I felt then, though you were acting naughty. I only wanted one thing and one thing only. It was to dance with you for the rest of the night and maybe kiss you at the end. I didn't want you as a woman but what could I do? You chose me and that meant the whole night for me.
I wanted to take you away and feel you in my hands and my chest. I needed you to be mine.
You knew what I wanted, " Want to kiss the sky with me?" I could have kissed the universe just to have you.
We walked hand in hand to the closest motel and yet you didn't look embarrassed at all to be used this way. Your skin glowed and your silence shook me. What were you thinking? Who were you thinking about?
You breathed on me and I shivered, "Maybe this is how it would feel to be loved forever."
I wanted to laugh at your sudden epiphany, it was quite endearing.
"You're thinking too much about it but its okay. I don't blame you. Maybe, after all this what we're meant to do."
"Show me love."
I wanted to show you delicacy and gentleness. I couldn't turn around and stop what I was feeling. All I wanted to do was kiss you.
You took my hand and lead me inside the room. Was it an accident that I loved you the first time I held you in my arms? You made me so lonesome.
You kissed me tenderly and yet so erotic but my body wanted more.
Have you ever felt this delicate?
I never wanted to.
This is just a game.
It isn't for me.
Then give me all that I want.
"How do you want you want me to touch you?"
You lead my hand into your thighs and I felt you freeze by my touch. I was slowly losing my senses.
Touch me.
Touch me.
Girls and Girls but you're the one.
Take off your shirt, Min.
I did.
Take off your pants.
I did.
"You're so handsome. You're too handsome."
Walking up to me you licked my finger seductibly as your eyes locked mine with funny sensations in my body. Running your hands through my body, I felt sweaty. Pushing me down the bed I felt naked and extremely enabled to breathe. Stripping yourself on top of me I couldn't help but look at your beautiful pale face and I felt a dirty desire for you.
Your breasts so round and plump and your hair lose was enough for my eyes to fed on. You tried to hide your amusement and your need. Moving closer to me, I heard you breathe making the night disappear around me. Kissing me deeply and it turned me on to feel your breasts upon my chest. Embracing my body with yours I heard you whisper, "Min Min." As if you were reassuring who I was. " I like you Min. Do you like me?" I couldn't tell you how much but I wanted to be on top of you. Kissing your nose and holding you down, I could care less about the future. I wanted to kiss the sky with you.
Your cheeks all flushed and your toes all curled up, my finger reaching inside you as if they were looking for some sort of happiness. Sweat dripping over your forehead, and my tongue licking for the very last of it tasting your sanity.
Take me all away.
I've only just began.
Sucking on your breasts I felt hopeless and insane as your breaths quicken and your whispers were nothing but whimpers. Gaining control of the situation, your hands held me down and a soft smile appeared on your face. You didn't look naughty nor horny, you just looked like you. So quiet and innocent and yet so addicting to look at. This was my forever.
The valley of your breasts were an exploration for my hands. I've never been so hopeless in my life. Your petite hands touching you and touching me at the same time. Rubbing them up and down upon me, your hands molding me slowly and teasingly and yet so careful.
Lena, Lena.
And your name felt like an accident in my lips.
Show me love, Min.
Positioning myself in you I moaned so loud for the whole city to hear. We weren't playing games, we were just lunatics. I went extremely insane as you humped on me. Your fingers brushing on my chest and all I could do was shiver and I watched you as you smiled. And I wished I was your lover. Leaning my head at the edge of the bed I saw the sillohuete of your body, in the white wall rocking me harder and harder sinking yourself in me. It wasn't sex anymore, and it wasn't romance. It was us together alone as our bodies shared secrets between each other.
I trusted my body and never once did it deceive me.
The earthquake came and your tears flowed and it made me sad to see you in this state. Time froze and it felt as if the sky was crying right with you because when you left all I could feel was water dropping down my face.
You tamed me and I couldn't find you anywhere.
" Have you seen this girl? Have you seen this girl? " I asked the galaxy and never did it answer back.
My heart is pacing quietly but my brain is running around looking and searching for you. I see you in my dreams, and yet I don't believe in love.
You came into my life to turn that light on and off in me. You were the pain that my heart needed.
Walking all alone into the honey light colored dawn, my feet glue themselves into earth.
I see you all peaceful sitting in the dusty bench reading a book. And I smile because I know I'm better off without you.
My world is gaining color again.