I once shined but now I am different.
i once shined but now i am different
i havent forgotten who but words are just not enough.
As white as the snow is, I can't seem to see anything but blue. The windchill has taken my oxygen with it's waves of fresh frigid air. I think I have lost what's dear to me.
I have lost my purpose, my mission.
Im in a closed space and my my breath is visible. I don't want to call anybody, they wouldn't understand. I am fool for sitting with my forehead in the steer-wheel waiting for someone to come save me. It's a mayday.
My skin is shivering and I feel as if I'm alone in the world and no one will be able to find me in this page painted in white. My eyes burst and my body begins to feel the lonesome touches of the atmosphere before me. The warm feeling of being independent has vanished upon the icy windshield. I have no one.
Who will rescue me? I don't want to be alone. I can feel the stars glare upon me and it makes me feel useless. They don't shine for me anymore. The moon has taken a trip to the renaissance of a peaceful night. It has disappeared from my sight like a Monday on a Tuesday. Where do I go from here?
I sit and wait for a forever with my hazard lights on and my heart ready to burst. I dont know any better. But I take the oxygen surrounding me and I hold me close.
A knock on my window; I can't see white anymore .