nelson wins
i'm done. Heading home now. I have had enough of this place and really don't feel like carrying on here, it's just so pointless. Going to finish up the group stuff for school that people are depending on me for cause i said i would do it. And after that i'm pulling out of everything here, no van show, no grad show, no year and show and sale. None of this is why i came here. I came here to get more time in the shop to learn, and get my skills better. I didn't come here to get a little piece of paper and to put myself into three shows within a week and through lot's of untold stupid stress when i have no desire to, and chances are i never will do anything like this on my own, so i don't care. i don't want to have shows and go to large expo and have to stand in a booth and sell myself. All it took was me breaking down and flipping out stress wise trying to get this stuff done for me to realize my priorities, and my priorities are to my sanity. I fell kinda bad cause in a way i feel like i'm giving up and quitting on some test or something. But a good point was brought up to me, why is it a test, who do you have to prove yourself to. When all is said and done, i just gotta do what i gotta do.