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blah, weird in the head, stupid wierdness, why can't i just let go and stop noticing all the little sub-concsience things that make me feel exluded, so what if i try to join in and be part of a group, make a little comment and the conversation dies, or go stand or sit nex to some people and it turns out that ussually with 20 minutes half hour everyone as found an excuse to move away from me and i'm sitting there along by myself again doing nothing, i hate going out, it always seems to end up this way....things won't change unless you change them...right, cause i can change peoples actions that make me feel exluded and get all weird in the head...grr....so stupid, need to shut it off.....arghh..............in other news i posted pics of some of my work on the metalsmiths page, go there to see them if you want to.