the sweet isn't half as sweet without the bitter
if thats the case i'm going to have a huge fucking cavity once i get back to nelson, cause it's really fucking bitter right now.....ugh....bus rides, broken bus, everyone cramed into one bus, completly full bus the whole way, not one free seat....lonlyness set in easy, at least i have a piece of kat with me, which it is my mission for the next week to make sure it doesn't fall off, keep at least a little bit close, nights are going to be lonely, i left my teddy bear with kat for her to cuddle, i don't remember the last time i slept without it, excluding the past two weeks, my arms are going to empty, sigh....blah, rooms are getting shifted aroung at my moms place, nice to know i wanted to do this, and gave the suggestion like 4 years ago!!!.....could thing whats happening is the opposite of what i want to happen, my brothers getting the space that i wanted, and i get stuck in another box room, hey look, heres my couch and where i hang out with anyone that i do hang out with...and look at that, my feet can practacly rest on my bed....yeah, i love having space....oh....right, i live in a box in nelson too, at least i have a closet/hole in the wall for my bed so i can have a little bit of seperation between the parts of my life.....another good thing is that at least a have friends to visit here...right...i have A couple friend how i've lost most respect for the chick of the couple, and don't overly have any interest in seeing either of them, other than i have a fun week of boredem in calgary and family functions.....uggghhh......why'd i come out here, i had the perfect little dark puddle to pool myself into.....sigh